Bizarre, weird and classic.

The naughty, the adventurous, the happy little dog.

2011-02-09T18:25:00.001+08:00

As I said in the last post, Forest had a ritual schnauzer fur cut. Legend has it's says that ALL Schnauzer MUST have a schnauzer cut at the age of four months and he/she will be forbidden to change the style EVER SINCE.

...

(Star Wars music playing in the background)

Yes, I am a liar. That was crap. But may I now present to you the outcome of the fur cut. Yes, the fur cut. And this is for you Hui Yi, if you're still reading my blog. These pictures will make you understand better. :D

Looking ~~handsome~~ pwetty. :P

Wassup, mama?

Here I come, beware of y' feet!

Owh, did I forget to mention she has a cone around her head now? Poor thing had some irritation in her ear, and she has to wear a cone to protect the ear from her scratching. It got to her at first, refused to walk and all. But now, she's more hyperactive than she is before she had the cone. Hopefully, the cone can be off in a week's time. :D

Poor thing. <3

That's the end of the updates. Owh, haha, if you've realised the difference in the quality of the pictures from the previous post. Hehehe, it's all thanks to the new camera! More pictures to come! :D

Love,

Carmen xx

Ooops I did it again. :/

2011-01-19T10:54:00.000+08:00

Yessss, I have not vanished into thin air. I am still very muchhhh alive. Hahaha, I know the updates have been crappy, and I have no good reason to that other than being lazy to update? I have just started my semester 3 on the 3rd of Jan. The curriculum had been fun but hectic. :DD Still geting used to the study time though, cause it's in the afternoon, so yeap pro is that I get to wake up late but con would be by the time I reached home I'll be super tired even though I didn't do no nothing much. :/

Enough bragging about ma' studies. :) How have you guys been? Hope you guys had a blast during in this beginning of new year. Welp, I sure did cause as some of you had already known that there had been a new addition to the Chiang family. Hahaha, nope, I did not give birth to a child. WE HAD A PUPPY! She's a Miniature Schnauzer, and she's a sweet heart. So's about 4 months old now but when we took her back she was only 2 months plus. Sooooo puiny back then.

This was when we first took her back home, about 2 months old.

This was 2 months plus or 3 months old. Ain't she a cutie? :DD

Owh, she just got a fur cut now. Not as cute when she was younger. Hahaha. It's the schnauzer ritual cut. Farney! Will upload the pica soon! :)

The day where we got lost, and still feel exceptionally calm.

2010-11-20T12:46:00.000+08:00

You couldn't relate calm and lost together, can you? Well yes, that's exactly how we felt the last time me and my A-levels mate got lost. :D The stories goes like this: We were planning a camping trip, and we went to the site to have a survey and did a pre-run for our jungle tracking and we went up all the way without a staff from the park. *it was some budget thing, go figure out the rest.* Half way through, we realised we were going in circles. and somehow, in the middle of nowhere, we saw highways. Hahaha. And btw, it was suppose to be a 3 hours tracking, but we ended up with 6 hours instead. Through out the period, as I can recall, NONE of us were panic, we just sit and chill and starting playing with fire and smoke to cast away mosquitoes. Hahaha. Well thank goodness we got the phone line and called to the park's office and got someone to rescue us. But still in the end, we were asked to pay. =.= so yeah, budget gone. However, the real camping trip turned out to be a success. And I think it has bonded us well, thanks to the much effort from everyone! :D

And here's the only picture I took.

Hui yi and Tze-en at the place we saw the highway.

Back in bloggy. :D

2010-11-16T14:48:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps, I know I've been slacking for countless times and each time for the longest period. My reason behind this is again my academics. Been having a major exam. So yeah, I sacrificed my time for me blog. (Not that anyone bother reading it anymore these days) *laughs*

So to pledge my commitment for this blog throughout the hols I'm having now. (that is if I pass my paper and retaking is not required) I've come out with this project call 'Things that remind me of you.' In this little project on mine, I will be uploading pictures that remind me of the people around me. I don't think it's for any good cause, I'm just doing it to bring up memories and in case I get really old and have Parkinson's next time, I'll be remembering you. :D

So yeap, today it's about this song me and my friend, Hui Yi tried to make two years back. Which ended in failure as I wasn't sure how to put words together and make it fit with the song she did. So yeap, it didn't ended up well. But I did tried. And this was the attempt. And if you're reading this Hui Yi, I'm sorry I didn't even try hard enough.

And btw, I have to share this with you guys, after much effort and discoveries made, I have finally found the epic application to download videos directly form Youtube and convert it into mp4 and fit it into my iPod. I must say, great invention. I know it's no big deal for most ppl, but I have been having problems with my mac. If you ever need it, it's call fastestfreeyoutubedownloader. Pretty straight forward, I know. :D

And what's more awesome than ending the post with a great song from the Friendly Fires? So yeap, there you go. It's call kiss of life. :) It's amazing!

With love,

Carmen

Die HARD.

2010-09-05T23:18:00.000+08:00

No seriously, this is not about the movie. It's about me hitting the ground and of all my vital signs begone in a second. Gosh, I just went to my batch blog and realised they have this countdown thing newly installed on the top of the page. Ask what for? It's a freaking count down to exams. FML. And it says 46 days. And yes, I am going to brag about how much I haven't study and how sucky my AIR topic is coming along. Like I've explained, AIR is like summary writing and I am provided with bunch of references and journals to read and all I gotta do to is to twist my words and brain and juice out some sophisticated essays. The best part is, you'll never know how they mark your essay, and at the end of the day, they'll give you some grades and you have ta' be happy with it. :/

Will be having a holidays soon, BRING ON THE BOOKS! Have fingers cross peoples, I need to go through this.

And sorry, still no Singapore pics, been a bit busy. :(

Love,
Carmen

Tired, but somehow contented.

2010-09-01T21:47:00.002+08:00

Life's been tad bit busy lately, with orientation and studies going on simultaneously. Not to mention the 'haven't-been-touched-air-topic' :((. However, somehow being part of the orientation ease my mind for a bit, like I have an excuse, to slow down. But somehow, when I'm in the lecture hall, or whenever I see someone studying like there's no tomorrow, I start to to feel the guilt, rushing through me like adrenaline, just without the fun.

Somehow, the orientation made me spent more time with my fellow group mates, which is kinda great. Not that I never spent time with them, just more. :) Getting to know more about juniors is the tricky part, all of them are pretty independent, they just seem like errr, how do I put it? Can stand on their own? But I think I'll just have to try harder, get to know peoples is not something I am good at, honestly, I think I am this awkward person with only hand full of friends at every stage of her life. But I am trying, I swear.

Other than that, life's been fine. I love what I'm learning, but I just need moreeee time to really sit down and thoroughly understand everything, and memorise, means, no more fun after this. No excuses, no nothing. Hope that I can do it, and hoping harder for Lady Luck to be on my side.

P/s: Believe me, I really want to post about Singapore, but I have no time to wait for the pictures to upload, I'll do it whenever I get the time k?

With Buckets of Love,
Carmen

I wasn't told that Google can read minds.

2010-08-26T20:08:00.000+08:00

I typed 'difference between IM and IV' on google today, and I got this, 'What is the difference between a Psychopath and a Sociopath'. Hahahaha, is this a hint? >:)

My blog was left dead for a while now, get me a defibrillator! No worries (not that you are), I will continue to blog, just not on daily or weekly basis, will try my best to blog once in a fortnight? Believe me, I will try. Just that studies are piling up and going online will do me nothing good. But I think blogging will keep me sane, at least I get to keep my feet on the ground and swim through thoughts.

The next post will be a wrap up on Singapore trip and put an end to it.

Righty, time to go now to finish up my assignments. Till next time peeps.

Family Trip to Singapore, minus dad Day 2 (Part 1). :)/:(

2010-07-20T23:44:00.003+08:00

:) = because we went to Universal Studios.
:( = because dad couldn't join us.

Heya! Yeap day 2 was really really really really really fun! Rides were awesome, although the awesomer ones are closed still. Another :( to that. We missed the Battlestar Galactica (BSG in short) and the Jurassic Park Rapids because it has some stupid technical problems. I wanted to tell the staff there I would die to get in there. DIE. Cause I saw this on the net. Which was soooooo tempting.

Owh, and believe me, it was so much more fun than what I showed, you can go google the full ride video if you want, but that's like wayyy too long, so I decided to put this short one instead. (which is pretty much an understatement for the intensity of fun of the ride, I think.)

Owh, but apart from that, we still had loads of fun! And this is what we did in U.S Singapore!

Me and my 2 of my favourite cousins!

Haha, so touristsy.

Pretty, pretty buildings!

Pretty restaurants too!

Hollywood street.

Monster Rock was good. :)

(Dracula was cute. *nudge nudge wink wink*)

New York.

I didn't know my brother works here!

Hell yeah, zombies!

Awww, ain't they such darlings?

I will come back for THIS! Cause it was still under construction. :(

Smile!

Lovely.

Mummy Revenge was such a good ride that we went in thrice!

It has this mystic egypt thing going on.

Till next time!

Family Trip To Singapore, minus Dad :( Day 1.

2010-07-19T18:02:00.004+08:00

Go on, brag me about the missing post I promised. Nope, I didn't bake my apple pie afterall, but I will definitely do it before uni starts again. And I posted the Penang Trip photos on Facebook, so not gonna do it here either. But, I went to Singapore for the past few days, so yeap, gonna make it up to you guys, so here's the post. :)

P/s: Dad was busy and still am, so he couldn't make it. :(

More to come. :)

P.P/s: Sorry for the bad quality for some of the pictures, it just turned out to be bad, for some reasons, perhaps the bumpy ride on the bus?

I am on holidays! Woots to that!

2010-07-07T21:13:00.000+08:00

Yes, I have been on holidays for 2 weeks now. That means I have 2 weeks more left with me. :/ And I haven't been blogging, and I have a very good reason behind that! Cause I have been busy! Well errm *cough* maybe*cough* not *cough* that *cough* much. Teehee!

Did 2 gatherings, loads of window shopping, loads of crazy laughters, a trip to Penang, did COP, lazing around and I slept loads too (I think). :)
Which was not veryyyy productive, but still, it's holidays!!!

Well, I am gonna post of some pictures from my trip from penang the next post. And hopefully some pictures from the me-baking-apple-pie-moments. Owh btw, the baking is tomorrow. So yeap!

Hope to talk to you guys soon, if and only if laziness doesn't lure me away to it's lalaland. ;) Haha, which I hope will never happen.

P/s: Hmm, btw, I still gotta start studying again and get my reports done before sem 2 starts. Maybe holiday is not so much a holiday? And this will be my 99th post! After errr, around 3 years? EPIC FAIL. Hahahhahahahaha.

Buckets of Love,
Carmen.

Yes, I am one of those ppl who complain about life when it's too slow or when it's too fast.

2010-06-14T23:55:00.000+08:00

Hey Peeps. I know I have been MIA for long enough. I have been hiding under that blanket of mine and slept through days and nights and God knows why. Heh, I was joking. I am actually being buried under books and notes with unimaginable weight. In simple words, I am eating my books up for my semester one exam which ironically contains only 50 OBAs-One Best Answer, something similar to MCQs, just that it's a hell lot more confusing.

Right now, I am trying to finish up my PBL, and I have to find a day to finish up my AIR before my exam. (which is on the 23rd, NEXT WEDNESDAY!!!) To those who did not understand what were the alphabets that I've just blabbered typed out. I'll try to explain later, right now, I just need to type my stress away, which is clearly not happening ;( .

So yeah ppls, I shall blog more about my exam afterlife when I'm done with exams.

P/s: I need to see the light at the end of the tunnel.

Carmen.

Dear Brain, what is wrong?

2010-04-18T02:46:00.001+08:00

Yes, I would like to ask my brain if it can answer my doubts. See, I had been too sleepy for almost the entire day, my eyes, they just want to close. And now, at 2.30 am, I am more than awake. =/ What's wrong with you Brainy?
Since I am bloody awake now, I better take the opportunity to finish up my PBL I guess.
Ppls, I really wish I had more interesting things to talk about, but yeah, I have non and I am stuck with searching answers on spinal injuries and reflexs now. =/

Till next time!

Carmen.

The Lovely Bones.

2010-04-03T12:07:00.001+08:00

The Lovely Bones. The story of a life and everything that came after.

Yes, I finally watched the movie ;) It's one of those very slow movie that will make you lose your focus somewhere in the middle and makes you cry and think at the end of it, or somewhere near the end of it.

The trailer says it all. I don't want to be so much of a spoiler. Haha. But it is quite a thought provoking story and you should watch it. :) (And yupe, it's SUPPOSE to be out in December 09' I think. Tsk tsk.)

Owh, and I know I said I am not going to be a spoiler a second ago. But I just have the urge to share these quotes:

"These were the lovely bones that had grown around my absence. The connection sometimes tenuous, sometimes made at great cost but also magnificent. It happened after I was gone and I began to see things in a way that let me hold the world without me in it."
- Susie Salmon , The Lovely Bones

Nobody notices when we leave, I mean the moment when we really choose to go. At best he might feel the whisper or the wave of a whisper undulating down. My name is Salmon, like the fish."
- Susie Salmon , The Lovely Bones

Letting go. Merely love.

Carmen.

It's so adorable it makes me smile :)

2010-03-28T01:43:00.010+08:00

I came across this on Youtube. Notebook Babies.

What is a Friend? Aww ;)

I like how the notebook babies make the blinking noise. Undeniably adorable. Haha. Don't stop here, if you think the previous one is not as nice. Scroll down, you know you want it! ;)

I love this more. Some facts about Owls. <3

It's so funny, in a monotonous way. I laugh so hard at this. Btw, I generally laugh at monotonous things, they are just so different if you get the drift.

"Hello, I am a skunk. Hmm. *thinking* I shall now spray you! So you will runaway, runaway and never thinking of eating me!"

*Awkward silence*

The Great Horned Owl has no sense of smell.

Yet funnier. "No, I'm not a short-tailed vole, I'm a long-tailed vole, see, very very long. *shakes tail* I don't know where short-tailed voles are, but I'm not one. *awkward laugh*

Not very convincing, AHAHAHAHA.

Owh mind you, owl is not wise you see. That's an illusion. They have small brains apparently. It disappoints me. But I still love them. =]

P/s: I had a hard time adjusting the html to make the videos fit perfectly. I have to admit I'm pretty much a tech noob here. Haha. =/

Carmen.

Dear Books, let's be friends.

2010-03-26T17:31:00.000+08:00

Yes, notes and lectures had been overflowing. Every other day we would have 2 different lectures. So yeah, the topic I studied yesterday is just for yesterday. It's like as if I am racing with lectures and time! Haha, and I somehow lose in the tournament. I've been procrastinating for a lot little. Haha. So yeah, I think I should initiate our friendship soon, books. ;)

So, wassup peeps? If you are ever wondering, I am still in pieces. Had been a busy yet productive week (activity wise)!!! Had classes as usual, did yoga on Tuesday, Wellness and Milers on Wednesday and I am still having muscle ache. Haha. Owh, Wellness is short for "wellness appraisal", it's a programme we have to be in just so that we can monitor our own health, it's something like those test you do back in high school, stretching, sit-ups etc. They take your weight and height, BP and stuffs too. While Milers stands for Infinity Milers, which is a club that does hard-core running/jogging. Maybe it's not that hard-core for some ppls, but to me (who does minimum exercise during the past 6 months or more), yes it is hard-core.

Hmmm, I am missing peoples from A52B so much now :( The great times, ah. We need a gathering soon, yes? I was talking to sherrie the other day and we both missed Lang Tengah so so much! Haha, I shall go threaten ppls to plan our gathering so that it can be at the sea side or somewhere in the jungle soon! And I already have a candidate. *cough cough* wei jin *cough cough* Owh well, maybe after his Major exam. ;) But a dinner or a day of outing with you guys will be more than appreciated. =D And I heard that Tze-en is coming back in May while GinPeng will be back somewhere around June or July, makes me happy! Anyone else will be heading back to good ol'home in KL?

So yeah, that's how things been rolling on my side of the world. Talk to you peoples soon!!!

Carmen.

I have a list, now where's the cash?

2010-03-15T00:32:00.000+08:00

I have so many things I want to buy! Yes, I know I told the whole world I am not a shopping person, but I have the world's most perfect reasons for those things.

Err, let's see double triple checking the list. I need a:

A pair of earphones! These are the Kotori Headphones I saw from thecoolhunter. Why do they have to be so cool? *Drools* It's a little too much to handle, ahhhhhhhhhh! Owh btw, I need them cause mine is tearing apart, Apple should look into improving their earphones quality and decreasing their COST.

Camera!!! Canon IXUS 200 IS to be exact. It has 24mm wide angle shot and it's awesome!! There's so much to capture in life! :)

And a Cellphone. Cause mine is pretty much messed up and wrecked. Haha. I don't mind any models as long as it works and perhaps a little cheaper?

There you go! My very much acceptable reasons! Or are they not? Hahaha, hmm, maybe I should try to buy them separately. That will cause less damage to me, as if. I think I should go black-mail someone and get a cash printing machine or something. :(

I think I should go to bed now before I actually put my words to action *Noooooooooo* or before I dream on crazily for money to fall from the sky.

Carmen.

New Face Much?

2010-03-14T02:15:00.007+08:00

Ahahaha, yes, I shall present to you the new look for my blog, which has totally nothing to it. Haha. Yeap, it's back to basic. In fact, I couldn't find the right background to fit into this template. So yeah. Haha.

Kings of Convenience

There's some new songs I've added there. A friend of mine, Hui Yi, told me about Kings of Convenience, and they are pretty good! I particularly like the first song in my playlist, it give you this 'Frenchy' feeling! (Haha, let's not bother about the existence of the word 'Frenchy'.)

Also, if you check out the 'Blogs and Blokes' column, you might find some new names! :) Some of them are pretty good, so yeap, if you're free, do take a peek.

Owh peeps, it's pretty late here, I think I shall dive into my forever welcoming bed soon. Talk to you guys tomorrow!

P/s: I just found out that I haven't been updating my compose tools, that's why I couldn't find all the text editing icons all along! Silly me. >:)

Carmen.

Here I am.

2010-03-11T14:34:00.004+08:00

Hello peeps, and aliens, if you guys can read this from outer space or something.

I am officially an IMUer now. That will also mean that I will have tons of work sooner or later, in fact, I am already experiencing the work load now. The seniors said that sem 1 is suppose to be lay back and easy. But well, I might as well study now cause I know I will suffer in sem 2 if I don't. Because I am just not as gifted compare to others, I guess I just have to work harder.

Uni has been okay to me, but I am still adjusting to everything, I had two weeks of ultra crazy, tiring but yet kinda fun orientation. It involved a hell lot of creativity and stuff like that. It's like a mixture of Amazing Race, Fear Factor, some talent show thing on the tv, randomness and lectures. Yes, lectures about PERSONAL SAFETY and whatnot. Goodness, and I attended the class, be proud of me, my friends. Okay I know, it's nothing to be proud of. But yeah.

Owh, I met new peoples from my batch. They are not quite exactly like the peoples from my college, but every individual is different right? So yeah, I hope I can adapt to the change faster.

Guess what? I already have like 8 different sets of lecture notes to study since the academics started (Monday), and I have PBL (Problem Based Learning) homework to worry about.

I think I better go now before the study tsunami wave hits me hard. Talk to you peeps and aliens soon. Owh, and do take care while I'm away.

With tons of love,
Carmen.

Chilling on a Friday Afternoon!

2010-02-05T19:56:00.011+08:00

I am very free currently. =) And I prefer to stay home, curl up, grab a book and have some great musics to go along with it.
So, this is what I did for the afternoon. I hang out, at the balcony. ♥

It rained, it's a refreshing scene.

The Weepies is on the playlist!

A corner of the balcony. =)

Reflection. That's the panda t-shirt Kim bought in Panda land.

I got deflected from reading.

Greens!

Handle with care by Jodi Picoult. The book I'm currently putting my nose behind. =)

About the outing with xiow wei, sze min and sze jie, I posted it up at Facebook, to have a glance at it, you can visit here! =) It was lovely!

If you don't have Facebook and can't access to that page, here's a picture of us. =)

Till then, ta!

I squashed my finger.

2010-02-03T20:37:00.003+08:00

Yes, I have a pretty swollen ring finger right now. This is what happened:

Mum was in the fitting room yesterday. And my finger was between the door and the frame (the part where you'll find the joints of the door) and she closed the door. Whamp! Wait, I am exaggerating, she didn't hit it that hard. I pause for a second, cause I couldn'y really generate any sound from my throat, the next moment, I yelled. I yell like a 6 year old being pinched on the ear, it was awkward cause the salesperson was there. And I have this 6-year-old BOY sound came outta me. IT IS WEIRD.

Btw, I just realise that I burned the same finger when I was on a trip in Lang Tengah. Maybe I wasn't meant to get married. Haha. Finger is pretty numb now, but it's doing fine, surviving and no bleeding. (BTW, I kinda like the numb finger feeling.)

I had a happy outing today with my primary schools mates!!!! Went for movie and lunch, and hang out a bit, it's pretty awesome. I shall post some pictures soon!! Or maybe I'll do it in Facebook, it's convenient. =)

Catch you guys later!

Let's spend our afternoon in a cold hot air balloon!

2010-01-08T22:10:00.002+08:00

I am very much in love with Owl City now! The tracks are so happy and fun! It reminds me how happy this world is. =) I am especially attracted to this song call Hot Air Balloon. It's like how I am now, so holiday-ish!

I actually wanted to write down my favourite lines here, but I realise I love the entire song, so I'm just gonna post the entire lyrics!

We wrote a prelude
To our own fairy tale
And bought a parachute
At a church rummage sale

And with a mean sewing machine
And miles of thread
We sewed the day above L.A.
In navy and red

We wound a race track
Through your mom's kitchen chairs
And fought the shadows back
Down your dark basement stairs

I lit a match, then let it catch
To light up the room
And then you yelled as we beheld
An old maroon hot air balloon

I'll be out of my mind
And you'll be out of ideas
Pretty soon
So let's spend
The afternoon in a cold hot air balloon
Leave your jacket behind
Lean out and touch the treetops over town
I can't wait
To kiss the ground
Wherever we touch back down

La la la la la laaa
La la la la la laaa

We drank the Great Lakes
Like cold lemonade
And both got stomach aches
Sprawled out in the shade

So bored to death you held your breath
And I tried not to yawn
You made my frown turn upside down
And now my worries are gone

I'll be out of my mind
And you'll be out of ideas
Pretty soon
So let's spend
The afternoon in a cold hot air balloon
Leave your jacket behind
Lean out and touch the treetops over town
I can't wait
To kiss the ground
Wherever we touch back down

I'll be out of my mind
And you'll be out of ideas
Pretty soon
So let's spend
The afternoon in a cold hot air balloon
Leave your jacket behind
Lean out and touch the treetops over town
I can't wait
To kiss the ground
Wherever we touch back down

Owl love you more, blog.

2010-01-05T18:58:00.002+08:00

There, a new header, a new player!
Yes, it took me some time to realise my blog is half-abandoned. Hence, i've decided to give it a make-over.

Mind you, the fireflies song is really awesome, it gives you this on the cloud moment. =)

carmen.

My blog seems pretty old.

2010-01-03T17:07:00.003+08:00

Heya ppl. It's already 2010, aint it fast? Time flies, and I can't complaint. Let's see, what I did in these few days of New Year? Umm, I've been rotting, you see I stopped working since like two weeks ago, and New Year's days seems pretty much the same to me. SO yeah, haven't been doing much. I had the laziest Saturday ever, I just lay around at home, watched drama, rot on facebook, and just stare at the computer, not sure which site to go to. Yes, I am THAT jobless.

But I do have plans before my term starts in Feb. I am dying to go to Sabah, Mount Kinabalu to be exact, which will definitely burn a hole in my pocket, and I want to have steamboat dinner with my college girlfriends, I also want to find someone to go work at the National Zoo as an aid keeper for the animals (but I couldn't find any yet, if you are interested, DO tell me.), also, I am looking forward to some other outings with college mates and primary school friends. So yeah, that's the plan.

Yes, I should be busy. =) Which is a good sign. Anyways, I think i need to change my blog skin AGAIN. There's no chemistry, honestly, I can't find anything that connects to me. Hmm. I should just keep on hunting.

So, what's the news peoples? I know there are VERY, VERY little people who come and visit this old, rusty blog, but yeah, I just want to know what's happening to those who STILL visit =) Resolutions? Anything? I hope all of you are doing fine, really, nothing is happier than realising all the people around you are fine and in good condition, it matters, for me. ;)

You know, I wanted to have a drink during New Year's, but I just can't seem to get my hands on any of it. Haha, it's like fated. Just for the record, I don't drink. But you know, it's New Year! Wanted to find some small bottles of Vodka, but couldn't, haha, and didn't get to have some red wine with family either, we came home too late these few days, so, there's no chance.

So, how's my holidays in conclusion. It's pretty bored, had flu and dried swollen lips ( no idea what happened), having ulcers on my lips. (the condition of my lips, sound terrible in my description, but it's not THAT bad.) BUT, all in all, it's still nice to hang out with family, and about rotting? Well, I think when I look back at it when I've become busier, I will think that it's kinda precious, so, I still can't complaint.

HAVE A NICE YEAR AHEAD PEOPLE! =)

Last day of 2009!

2009-12-31T23:50:00.001+08:00

Hola! Now it's like 5 mins to new year! This is really exciting!!!!

Wishing all of the readers a Happy New Year!!!! May you have a wonderful and awesome year ahead!!!

With infinity buckets of Love,
Carmen

Job less.

2009-12-19T13:17:00.002+08:00

2 MORE DAYS TO FREEDOM!!

Yes, I've decided to quit my job. Hence I will have plenty of time to do plenty of things before my semester starts next year.

Any suggestions? I am out of ideas. =)

Nothing, just peeking.

2009-11-24T18:50:00.003+08:00

I'm at work ppls, I'm at WORK! Believe it, my colleague magically reconencted the internet, and my manager is not around. Christmas must have came earlier. Will blog more later tonight, have fun doing whatever you're doing peeps.

Loads of love,
carmen.

P/s: A guy just walked in to get a complaint form and said will pass it back to us later. And I stare at him cause I want my pen back. Awkward... He sensed me. I got it back.

My Taste Buds must be screaming, cause it hurts.

2009-11-07T22:42:00.003+08:00

Eloowwww, eartlings, readers! I know there's probably only one or two people who happened to come across this blog, but still yeah, Eartlings, hi.

I burned my tongue, again. Well it's one of those freaking cold working days and I got myself a cup of hot coffee. My mouth and my brain has totally no coordination. Seriously. I took a big sip (brainlessly) and hence got my taste buds screaming. Honestly, I don't think I need any burned taste buds when I already have 3 ulcers in my mouth. Owh, shucks, mother of Earth.

Guess I haven't master those wisdom yet, yikes!

Enough talking of burned tongues. I bought a book from Kinokuniya the other day, it's '50 ways to find a lover' by Lucy-Anne Holmes. No, I'm not desperate. I bought it cause I just wanna read something different after Dan Brown's Deception Point. The book is a real joker, the way the author fit in everything is just so, errmmm, British. Short, simple, but to the point.(That includes some foul words and err, some adultery terms too.)

Everyone seems to be asking me my job. And all I can answer is 'Owh, it's fine. But it's bit boring though.' I was lying, IT IS ABSOLUTELY BORING, well, most of the time, but if the girls are around and the manager is not (at the same time), it's fun!! We get to sneakily go online. ><

Sorry, I'm talking bout all this crap and I know it's killing ppls who are reading all this, but I am not inspired now. So yeah, it's a lot of crap.

Going off for now, will talk to you guys tomorrow! Btw, I have objectives tomorrow, I WILL BLOODY CLEAN UP MY ROOM! Yes, it will happen, don't doubt it.

Loads of lovies,
Carmen.

Another night of coming home early.

2009-10-03T22:59:00.005+08:00

Yes, I ended early tonight from ma' work. Took a total detour back cause bro and his friends went for a hair cut at somewhere over the rainbow and he parked his car at his office and... *you won't want to know, but I guess you've already figured out the rest of the story* Hence, I only reach home an hour or so later, plus the jammy jam. Gawd. And I was dying to go to the toilet in the car. More O.M.G.

Had a great time working today. Surprisingly, sleepy but yes, am happy. Cause the manager is OFFF today! Nanananana, we went online look for clothes, and drool over branded bags and outfits that we can never afford and crave for awesome cute t-shirts we can never get in Malaysia. Pfttt, so potong and yet so ss-ing. Luvit. But the Asst. store manager did walk by a few times and there's once we nearly gave out ourselves when I said "I want this, this and this to be in my home!" He walked by and asked us what we are doing and bent to look at our pc screen. Gosh. adrenaline. Anyways, ppl at work agreed that I'm weird and I have nothing to argue with them. They generally don't agree with the colours and style I like. They think I'm weird, just like Fat Cat did.

Smurf is just good at reading my mind.

I happened to visit thcoolhunter.net today and discover this 13 year old fashion blog writer, she's like 13?! Yes. That's pretty much the reality and she have access to all those fashion show and after party and backstage and pretty much the whole package.
You can check out her blog over here. Btw, it's call Style Rookie.

Dinner at home was sorta niceeeeee. Mum cooked a few nice dishes cause it's mid-autumn festival and my grandma ain't having anything over her place and prob, it's dad's birthday! I wanted to get him a box of handkerchiefs but I can't find it at my working place and so, I've decided to buy it tomorrow. And yes, my dad is a cute man who uses handkerchief wherever he goes. Oooo, Just before I forget, I had banana ice cream as desert! First try, wasn't that bad.

Bananassssss...

Toodles peeps. I will upload the pictures at from the 'Oh Dad, Poor Dad' outing soon (but there's only a few), I'm too lazy to connect the cables and stuff.

Sorry, I have to catch a play!

2009-10-01T01:03:00.002+08:00

I am going to KLPAC tomorrow with Ashy the ashes and Scotty tomorrow!!! The play is call, 'Oh dad, Poor dad', in short. But I find the complete title so much more amazing!

'Oh Dad, Poor Dad, Mama's hung you in the closet and I'm feeling so sad!'

I shall not post the poster up here yet. So iwill have more things to post up tomorrow or the dayssss after tomorrow. =)

Have a nice day peeps!

I shall enjoy the evening tomorrow!

Crazy but rational.

2009-09-24T01:15:00.002+08:00

I must be mad to come up with that.

I have decided to work like mad next month. To cover back whatever off days I had this month.

Hmph..

Owh, and I've discover a nice singer named MAT KEARNEY. His songs are up-lifting and adorable =) Say, try 'Closer to love'.

And I'm gonna meet up with a few of my high school mates tomorrow! I am so very excited >< It's been sooooo long since I last met them. Chill out, mates, shill out.

Hope that it's gonna be a productive day tomorrow!

Seize the day mates, seize the day!

Ciao, talk to you guys soon!

Oops, I did it again.

2009-09-23T00:16:00.004+08:00

Yes, I did it again. I didn't upload the pictures, nor did I wrote anything at all.
Sorry, I was lazy and tired and dun have time cause I'm working and more lazyness!
Owh well, thought of updating you bout my random little life now since I've missed out too much!

*The Lang Tengah trip was nevertheless theeeee most awesome trip everrrrrrr <3 check out the pictures on Facebook!

*I am going to start blogging again, yes, I'm gonna do that.

*I am currently working in Tangs, as a customer service, cannot believe it till now, I wanted to avoid all these retail thingy and I got myself into one in the end.

*I want to watch the Ugly Truth and Made of Honour BADLY!

*I read back all of my older posts, and I saw this awesome post about the friends I know in 2008 =) I think it's the best post of the year!

*And I realised I promised someone something the beginning of last year and I didn't keep to it. I'm sorry, but I don't think my friend wants to know it now.

*Am very dependent on good music now. Seems like the only thing that can makes me feel happy. (apart from good movie.)

*Wants to earn a hell lot of money now, while I still can before my term starts!

*Wants to go to Sabah in Jan, and recruiting ppls at the moment!

That's pretty much bout it. I'll talk to you guys tomorrow =)

I.A.M.B.A.C.K

2009-06-23T10:40:00.003+08:00

Hey ppls! It seems like I have been to some outer space trip since forever. The truth is, I have been pretty busy preparing for my finals and sit for it till last thursday, hence, you can see corpse web all over my blog =)

Btw, the A-levels annual ball is this Thursday. And guess what? I have been shopping for 4 days just to get a freaking dress!!! I officially hate shopping now and my leg is going to break into pieces. In fact, it's already in pieces now. Me and Sherrie both agreed that we are anti-shopaholic.

And after the annual ball, we will be having our class trip in Pulau Lang Tengah! A wayyyyyy awesome way to chill-lax after the hectic one and a half years of study marathon. The sea!!! *Will upload the pictures when I get back from the trip!*

'Edexcel-changing lives'. Owh yeah, you bet that's true, bringing us permanent brain damage. Nah, joking, it has been a pretty fruitful and torturous year. Fruitful as in I get to learn pretty loads of things in the process and I got to know some awesome and sweet ppl on Planet Earth! I am just pretty amaze that it end so fast and when I first enter college, I never thought that I will be able to meet such ppl and it really changed my life in a way. *gigantic grin*

I sure will update soon because I AM SO JOBLESS NOW. I am thinking of getting some job actually, so I won't waste my life while I'm waiting to be admit by the uni, which is long way ahead!

Toodles!

Get up, move on.

2009-04-16T19:28:00.003+08:00

Get up doesn't seem like the right word, it's more like I've been awake, but I refuse to move on.

I was once bothered, but my doubts are cleared now. And I've learned to learn the theory of 'what's at the end waiting for you is not important, what matters the most is the process.' To understand it is not tough, to fully believe in it is tougher.

Owh well, I seem a bit blue these days. Blame the books. Hahaha.

The forever-hectic time is here again, 'The Weeks before Finals'. Gahhh, it's only weeks away and there's so much to baca.
Mau mati lo =/

Owhhh, I miss my secondary school mates sooooooo much, but I am so occupied with the schedule now. XW, hope we can go out soon. Hahahaha, I miss those KLCC trips and the non-stop laughing and the ultimate lame jokes.

Make thou choice =/

2009-04-06T22:43:00.002+08:00

Yes, I am STUCK between choices.

Stuck between which university to go. Worse still, I dunno whether I am on the right path.

I did so much thinking these days. I felt like something set me back, something really pulled me back.

Maybe this will buy me some time to really sit and think. But, time awaits for no man, so yeah, the clock is still ticking, the show must go on.

I am stuck between dreams and reality. Sometimes, what you dream of will never be what you get. Sometimes, I still wake up to dreams and can't really tell whether I am living in reality. At times, I really hope I am living in the dream.

Feeling useless is not the only thing I feel right now, there's so much more. Exams is just 3 weeks away, so much to study, so little time.

I need someone to be there. When the hope fades, when the skies aren't so blue anymore. I need that light in the dark forest. I need someone to guide me through. Making these choices is a big leap, it's like you're on your own. On your own feet, with your bare hands.

Everyday, you just hope you can make your world shift for a bit, but at times, no matter what you do. It just stay there. forever unmoved. That's when you feel so tiny, so worthless. It gets harder when you're just trying to smile and make it through the day. Trying so hard to convince myself. So hard.

When the stars stop shinning, when the Earth stops spinning in your dreamy world, it's time to come back to the reality and face your obstacles.

A tribute to the Dusty Olds.

2009-03-26T17:03:00.003+08:00

Hello there... Hahaha. I know it's been long, pardon my laziness =)

Owh, I found a foster family in my class!

We named ourselves the 'Dusty Olds' Hahahahaha. That's like the last name and 'lame' is our middle name. (SO, I'm Carmen Lame Dusty Old.) Too bad I dun really have their pictures right now. I should stalk them soon, or ask the president of the stalker club, gp, to do it, tsk tsk.

Owh, we have a nanny too, tze en, she's one of the Dusty Olds, she's like a vampire who have been hanging out with us for quite some time, I hope she'll be forever 17!. Hahaha. Well, so much of Twilight.

This is getting lame, but it's a form a tribute to THE family. =)

I am being ultimately lame. Like what Sherrie said, lame to the power to infinity, which we all know is a math error, cause even when lame is substitute by a number, you will get math error on your calculator too!

Anyways, long live Dusty Olds.

The dawn.

2009-03-04T23:26:00.007+08:00

It was a good morning =)
The journey to college was peace, there's only lil' cars.
There's plenty of parking space, and I got the pretty near one.
On the way to KPD, the bus passed through this jungle thingy (where there's a pond), I saw a pair of birds flew through the trees, ahaha, I felt like I'm in Amazon suddenly.

The ultimate Amazon dream! (Btw, the picture above is just our goodie ol' Malaysia.)

My forever-so-dear-iPod is playing 'My RollerCoaster' by Kimya Dawson, a really random song. I like the lyrics. It goes like, 'life is a highway' and 'My Roller Coaster has the biggest stops in town, as long as it keeps going, it unbelievable!'
I love the roller coaster part, it makes sense, and more importantly, it makes my day.

My roller coaster!

When I was walking toward the lab, I saw this fat cat under someone's car, I realise it belongs to someone cause it has this collar/ bell thing around it's neck. It's really adorable, I would have take it home, ngek ngek ngek...

I really appreciate lil things happen to me in the morning. It gives me a great kick-off =D
But the charming morning sorta ended with the bio experiment, I keep pouring solutions at the wrong place and my experiment didn't work out. Hahahaha, it was funny.

Rewind!

2009-03-02T21:15:00.004+08:00

Second thought peoples, I think my hair looks like one of the beatles' member's hairstyle. Seriously. Hahahaha. It's good to look iconic =D Well, maybe it'll only last till tonight cause the saloon people blow dried my hair yesterday. So, I'll just observe at the mean time.I'm curious peoples =)

Ahahaha, they look so scary in this picture. (Just like my vampire friend!)

I'm sorry to those who adore the Beatles so much, they do look scary over here.

Btw, I found some sad songs. Owh, I feel so happy!

P/s: I'll find a way.

Hair Chopping

2009-03-01T22:03:00.005+08:00

It's a beautiful day to do something to my hair today, and so, I decided to chop off my whining hair in the afternoon.
I just went into the shop and speak to the hairdresser, "I want a hair cut, make it short."
Well, the outcome wasn't exactly the way I wanted, cause it's not THAT short. Which looks something like my previous hair.

This is a bit of how my hair looks like right now, and maybe there's MORE volume.

But I sorta wanted this,

( well, just the length.)

Who knows I might pay a second visit to the saloon within this week!

Btw, I'm chewing a soft pear right now. On a rainy night.

Rearranging.

2009-02-19T23:32:00.003+08:00

I think a lot these days. Most of the times, trying to figure out my life.
Sometimes, I think I am just some selfish jerk, seriously.
I get moody and starts to annoy people around me. Or just ignore them altogether.
It is weird how humans can be so moderate and nice in their life
and when it comes to a point of breaking down,
everything can just turn evil.
I am not a fan of anything and yet,I can be a fan of everything at a time.
There are so many contradictions in my theories of life, or in simpler words, the principle I lived by all these years.
I am like a stock-checker.
After a period of time, I tend to calm down and look back at what I've done.
There were mistakes and there's also something I'm proud of.
And then again, I would like to change myself for a bit, to a better living being.
What bothers me is,
am I doing all these things just to go with the norm of the universe,
and try to be a better person,
or am I just living up to others expectations?

And lately,it really appears to me that I get emotionally involve in lives too easily, just too easily.

When Trust Comes to an End.

2009-02-19T22:38:00.005+08:00

I used to think,
Our friendship was the best,
Now we can really,
Put it to the test.
You were always there for me,
This i know,
You were always right there,
Being alone is what I wanted though.
Everytime something bad happened,
You always said it's my fault,
When that started,
My love to you came to a halt.
Why would you blame me,
For something that I didn't do.
Can't you just for once believe,
That what I say could be true?
I know it's hard to face reality,
Because it's a lot easier,
To make this illusion what you see.
I thought I was your best friend,
Come to find out I wasn't even close.
The sting of the truth,
Is what hurt me the most.

I though you were my best friend,
now I know that's not true.
Goodbye, Kim*,
Our friendship is through.

By Carmen*

Reading the poem must have been shocking to you.
But it's not written by me, it's by a girl named CARMEN, who happened to own a friend named KIM. The poem was found on the-owh-so-expressive-internet. Haha. Coincidence huh?
Counting in me and Kim, this girl and her friend would be the third pair of 'Kim and Carmen' I know of.
THIS IS JUST SO WEIRD, I understand it's not weird to find pairs of friends with these names, but being a close friend to each other with the same name, well, I just think that it's weird.

P/s: I hope I will not write that to her in the future. Ahahahaha. Owh, well, if it really happens, can I just use this? HAHAHA, I'm just kidding, Kim. I'll write a more touching one =)

My Temporary Freedom =)

2009-01-25T00:31:00.002+08:00

Yes, I am still on and planet earth and fortunately I am STILL ALIVE.

EXAM’S OVER babe! Yes, it is =) Over the month, I pushed myself to the limits and it’s like being at the edge of the cleft. And this time, I think I really did put in effort, so yeah.

We headed out for food in the dark after the ultimate last paper for the semester. Had dinner at Manhattan’s Fish Market. The food was fine, but the portion is gigantic =) Ahahaha, KILL THE FISH!
We laughed quite a lot, I think the air went in and we’re stuffed! Then we start to dominate Tze En’s camera. Haha, how I remember Weijin’s angelic look! Gagagaga.

The temporary freedom I get now is pretty fine. Let’s see what I’ve done so far.
1. Went to a mall in the middle of the night.
2. Watched Madagascar 2
3. Watched Shaun of The Dead (I really enjoyed that, haven’t been laughing like that for a while, you should really watch.)
4. Did shopping for Chinese New Year.
5. Started to apply for Universities =)

But my ultimate aim now is to set a super duper awesome ultimate new year resolution. And make it happen.

Tagged by Scotty.

2008-12-12T21:51:00.004+08:00

Tagged by Scotty! (Gosh, this is gonna take up the entire page.)

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.

2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.

3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time : 9.57pm

Name : Kar Mun.

Sisters : None.

Brothers : One.

Shoe size : 7.

Height : 156cm. ( I know, I'm short.)

Where do you live : Ampang.

Favourite drinks : Anything that sync with my taste buds.

Favourite breakfast : The normal toast, eggs, sausages things!

Have you ever been on a plane : Yes.

Swam in the ocean : Yes.

Fallen asleep in school : Yes, it was in primary school. (one of those embarrassing moments.)

Broken someones heart : Yeah.

Fell off your chair : Yes.

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : Nope.

Saved e-mails : Yea, loads and loads of them ><

What is your room like : Small and cozy with peach coloured walls, fill with books, messy table, glass bottles on the shelves,
a few memorable pictures on the soft board with decent decorations. (all in all, think it's pretty neat.)

What's right beside you : A stack of books.

What is the last thing you ate : Dinner. Mum's cooking =)

Ever had chicken pox : Yea.

Sore throat : Definitely, one of the thing I hated so much.

Stitches : Nope.

Broken nose : Nope

Do you believe in love at first sight : Yes.

Like picnics : Yea, that would be nice =)

Who was the last person you danced with : Myself? It's one of those crazy spins at home.

Last made you smile : An outing with Kim, Khye Ren and Rui-En.

You last yelled at : No one.

Talk to someone you like : Yeah.

Kissed anyone : Nope.

Get sick : Sometimes. Mostly after injections.

Talked to an ex : Haha, ex? Never have one.

Miss someone : Yeah. My high school mates!

Do you sleep with stuffed animals : Yes, until my sinus got worse, they are on the table now.

What's under your bed : Nothing. If you consider dust as something.

Who do you really hate : I don't hate anyone. It's a strong word.

What time is it now : 10.11pm

RANDOMS

Q :Is there a person who is on your mind right now : Yes.

Q : Do you have any siblings : Yes.

Q : Do you want children : Yeap, definitely.

Q : Do you smile often : Yeah, in fact, I laugh a lot.

Q : Do you like your hand-writing : Yea.

Q : Are your toenails painted : No, not at the moment.

Q : Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : My parents'.

Q : What colour shirt are you wearing : Green Checkers.

Q : What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday : Had a nap.

Q : I can't wait to : Have the Christmas Party.

Q : When did you cry last : The day before yesterday.

Q : Are you a friendly person: I think I am. At least I think.

Q : Do you have any pets : Yea, once, it was a bug.

Q : Where is the person you have feelings for right now : On planet earth.

Q : Did the last person you held hands with you mean anything to you now? : The last person had never exist.

Q : Do you sleep with the TV on? : Yea, but it was just a nap.

Q : What are you doing right now? : Doing the tag and looking at the tv.

Q : Have you ever crawled through a window? : No.

Q : Can you handle the truth? : Yeah, I guess I can if it's not too extreme.

Q : Are you closer to your mother or father? : Both.

Q : Who was the last person you cried in front of? : My mum.

Q : How many people can you say you've really loved? : Almost everyone.

Q : Do you eat healthy? : Yea. But sometimes...

Q : Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: I've never had any ex.

Q : Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? : Yea.

Q: How often do you go to church? : When I was young. (I'm not a christian.)

Q : If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? : Friends and family.

Q : Are you loud or quiet most of the time? : I'm a bit of both. But I do enjoy being lonely sometimes.

Q : Are you confident?: On certain stuffs.

THINGS YOU DID 10 YEARS AGO.

1. I was only eight 10 years ago. Being a super dumb and blur kid in primary school.

THINGS ON MY TO DO LIST TODAY.

1. Finish one maths past year paper.

2. Read up part of the novel.

3. Study the table of analysis.

4. Study Biology, not sure which part yet.

5. Get some rest.

5 SNACKS I ENJOY.

1. Chips.

2. Kit-Kat.

3. Ice Cream.

4. Jelly Beans.

5. Sweets.

5 THINGS I WOULD DO IF I WERE A BILLIONAIRE

1. Shopping Spree.

2. Travel to places I can only dream of.

3. Help the less fortunate, especially the children .

4. Finish my education.

5. Give it to my parents.

5 PLACES I HAVE LIVED IN

1. My home in Kuala Lumpur.

2. Grandma's house in Cheras.

3. Cousin's house.

4. Cousin's house in Singapore.

5. Hotels. Haha.

5 JOBS I HAVE HAD

1. I've never work before, sad case I know. I would wanna work during sem break.

Gosh, this has finally come to an end!

5 PEOPLE I TAG

1. Kim

2. Khye-Ren

3. Sue Anne

4. Hui Yi

5. Tze-En

The most stupid thing one can ever do.

2008-12-10T21:59:00.003+08:00

When there's something so close to your heart suddenly found broken because of your stupid act, you'll regret for life. Sometimes things are complicated and you just can't tell people what you feel about it because that's how the older people do it, we just have to learn how the world doesn't revolve around ourselves. I understand that, but just not to the point of mastering it. I thought I understand how these things goes around and ways to handle it, and not to get too emotionally attach to it, but sometimes, I am just so full of myself and tends to forget how others feel. All I think about is getting myself outta some trouble and forget completely how agony it make others feel. I rather close myself behind the doors and cry my eyes out and not to hurt anyone. It got worse when the pressure stack up and you burst. All your anger and sadness, you just throw it completely to that particular victim, to that someone who is so dear to your heart. And the pain that cannot be explain dominated your heart because you just can't and won't expect people to understand what you are in.

I hate myself for being who I am. Life's hard, and it's harder when I'm stupid.

My new haircut!

2008-12-06T15:06:00.003+08:00

Yes, it's me and ash!

Gave myself a new haircut. When I say 'gave myself ' I really do mean it literally. I cut it myself, wasn't exactly professional or nice. But I guess I can live with it =)

So close.

2008-11-30T13:38:00.003+08:00

I find this song really nice and I love the lyrics. Makes me think about the things I've been through. Especially the friends I had and the ones I'm having now. And the opportunities in my life. Everything was so close, so close for reaching and so close to achieve. But at times, you just got so tired of trying and so tired of facing the consequences and then you just give up. But I think we should have the courage to go further, try to believe in possibilities. After all, the best part about life is trying. Even if you fall, climbing up again and carve that lesson onto your heart. The opportunities in life are just rare. If you have a chance to get your hands on one, don't ever let it go just like that without even paying the tiniest bit of effort to keep it.

You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

When will meets emo.

2008-11-28T19:47:00.005+08:00

People, I apologize for the delay and stuff. I am now in the midst of mocks and I'm gonna face my 'Week of Doom' soon. ><

And yea peoples, I'm so sorry for not posting Evan's birthday pictures. Most of them are with Khye Ren. If you guys are interested, do travel to the blog of this very close friend of mine, Midnighthorizon by Khye Ren.

I just have to psych myself with my willpower. Cause that will be what's left in me when the world stops spinning the way it used to be.

Pinemato!

2008-11-22T22:48:00.003+08:00

I had Pineapple and Tomato Juice Yesterday.

Not separately. It's a combo!

I must be crazy...

Cause it's Good!

(although most of the people don't enjoy it.)

P/s: Evangeline's Burfday Dinner pictures will be uploaded soon =)

Tagged by Hui Yi.

2008-11-16T15:06:00.004+08:00

Hui Yi tagged me like a trillion years ago. Ahahaha, but since I've never been online for a very long time, so yeah, I'm doing it now.

RULES:
1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
2. Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

Tagged by :: Hui Yi

1.If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? take revenge?
:: I don't think I will, but, I'll be super duper-ly upset. To be honest, I dunno what I'll do.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
:: To prove to people what I believe in.

3. What is your dream?
:: To be loved and be happy and achieve what I always wanted to be.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
:: Spend on education. The rest? Buy ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT of stuff.

5. Will you u fall in love with your best friend?
:: I will.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
:: Both. It's not easy to love someone and get someone to love you =)

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
:: Forever. Finding someone you really love means a lot.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
:: Stone. Cause I dunno how would I response.

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
:: Actor. Hot and handsome *shines*

10. Will you invite for Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
:: Yes. I mean, not on purpose, just a dinner.

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time.?
:: Living my dreams, have kids and a lovely family.

12. What do you need the most now?

:: Strong will and determination.

13. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
:: Brush my teeth.

14. Would you give all in a relationship?
:: Yeah, I guess so. Commitment peoples =)

15. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
:: Errr, I have no idea. I dun think I'll love two people simultaneously.

16. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
:: Yeap. Unless it's something got to do with my family.

17.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
:: I prefer to be in a relationship and yet feel like single. *Dream on*

18. If your girlfriend/boyfriend told u that she/he is actually a prince/princess, what will u do.?
:: I will still love him for the way he is I think. It doesn't make that much difference does it?

I tag:

- Khye Ren

- Kim

- Sue Anne

- Xiow Wei

- Tze-en

- Suet Mei

Birthday Lunch

2008-11-06T20:32:00.019+08:00

Ppl, I know I'm suppose to upload this long long time ago. But was having a hard time uploading all these pictures and I've been busy, so yeah, hence the delay. But most of you would have probably saw it on facebook. Anyway, as I've promised, the pictures. Thanks to Tze-en for being the photographer. =)

A present from Kim. She baked it.

Cake =)

Us.

The gang =)

Matty Matt =)

Kimmz and Matt.

Ying Xian and me.

The fusball ultimate mix.

Tze en with her 'ane' look.

Matt.

Happy Birthday =)

2008-10-31T23:50:00.000+08:00

Had an awesome day.

I'll post about it soon if I get my hands on the precious pictures =)

Stay tune for more.

xoxo

(ignore the bimboness.)

United Nations Camp 2008.

2008-10-29T21:10:00.004+08:00

I'm suppose to blog about it on Monday. But too bad, laziness stroke me and after the camp, sleeping became so precious to me =)

The camp was like a blast. Seriously, it's so awesome despite all the running up and down the hill and the jungle route (which had became my second home during the camp). But still, I love, LOVE it! The camp actually became a significant bit for my college life. I really really thank God for stopping the rain exactly on the first day of camp. (which is pretty much like a miracle, after raining for an entire month)

The camp made me learn to handle an event with more responsible and it also taught me how massive a small event can be when it comes to all those planning and preparing and stuff. Although not everything works according to plan and unexpected things pop up just like that, we get to solve things spontaneously, so it's all good. *huge grin*

PLUS, a big plus it is. Yes, me and my college mates had became so close and it felt like we knew each other for a zillion billion gazillion years. It started off bumpy and it turned panic and to the point that all of us have to put our heads together and think of some solutions. It also made me became so close to some classmates. We got so close until we laugh at some ULTIMATELY LAME and pointless things or we just laugh at nothing at all. (Sherrie, I'll remember the nasi goreng dikir barat for life!)

Camping in a tent is really the boom. I've never camp in a tent in my entire life before. It's not as cool as I thought it would be cause it's HOT. Damp + Hot= humid and ALOT of sweating. Ahahaha, but then the next morning, it's as cold as Antartic. Gosh, the coldness in the morning made EVERYONE stone. I cannot forget the scene la.

I really miss the camp =( We should have a camp reunion soon. If I get to have the pictures, I'll post again soon =]

P/s: I'm leech-less thorough out the camp. Matthew should really catch one for me next time, ahaahha. Must get one in my entire life =)

Zzze Camp!

2008-10-23T01:42:00.002+08:00

Zzeee bom of the year,

WHO camp is here.

Get Wild and Panic ppls.

Yes I do!

2008-10-19T19:36:00.005+08:00

You must be wondering or in the state of shock when you read my title =) (like someone did when they saw my personal status in facebook last time, ahahaha.) Well, read on!

I AM SO IN LOVE WITH MORAL! (ryte....) Parts of it, yes. But not all of it, especially Kantian Ethics. Gah, so confusing. But I like the utilitarianism and existentialism. Cause I just love it.

Anyway, out of boredom and randomness, I took these in my small confined area. =)

Moral textbook: "I know you love me."

This is what I did to my once owh-so-neat-and-tidy table ><

restless me.

A day at Tesco =)

2008-10-19T00:25:00.015+08:00

We went Tesco roaming on Friday! Buying stuff for the camp. It's a load of work, but we did enjoy it ( at least I did), everything from checking the budget, ticking off stuff from the list, running around checking for prices, asking Khye-Ren to buy this and that. Ahahaha. Come to think of it, we looked like a bunch of kids following Khye-Ren (the mother who's making ends meet for the month.) Owh, btw, the kids consist of me, Kim, Sherrie and Hui Yi. Ahaha, we went crazy in Tesco and laughed like mad for some reasons. It was tiring and we got dehydrated, but I think it was fun. After the Tesco shopping spree, Kim dropped me at the Bangsar station (I appreciate it, thanks to the evil half), there was a terrible JAM. So, all of us got home late.

Owh yea, this is what we did before we start grabbing all the stuff in Tesco.

Hui Yi was getting a hanna at curve.

The finished piece, so nice, ryte?

Me and Kim got out ears pierce, this is hers.

Khye-Ren! Caught on camera with her random pose!

Kim and I =)

Hui Yi and Khye-Ren. =]

Sherrie got herself a hanna too! Haha, the lady keep repeating the same questions. Ahaha.

I got myself another piercing on the left ear. *grins* FINALLY.

Sherri's hanna! Niceeeeeee.

My Rainy Life.

2008-10-04T17:14:00.002+08:00

I guess, this is just me. My life is not that sad or that super-duper-ultimately miserable enough to be rainy. It's just that I love rainy days. It gives you this extraordinary calmness where you can just sit down with emo songs and think about what you did when you're still alive.

I think I am a very lucky person. lucky enough to have a lovely family, lucky enough to have education, lucky enough to meet incredible people.

There are times which I will just be so off-track. Treating people the way I'm not suppose to. Showing people how I feel and simply being a lil more selfish then I'm suppose to be. Sometimes, I will lose myself and can no longer realise who I am, or I will be so aware of what I say and what I did, ended up, being silent.

The uncertainties in life will just lead you to so many passages. I will be forever doubting the choices I made, forever doubting the outcomes and forever being so afraid to lose the chances I'm granted. Thinking back the things that I should have done, regrets crawl back to me.

Next time, I will have to remind myself, when the chances strikes, I will just seize it.

Friendships I found in 2008 =]

2008-09-25T22:21:00.011+08:00

I dunno when it started.

It came without a sound.

It appear as a smile.

We weren't well prepared.

However, we learned to accept the difference.

It was good to have you to walk with me.

And celebrate the day with.

And laugh upon the obstacles with.

Today, I was sitting at McDonald's with all the classmates. Suddenly, I was thinking since when we got so close? I asked Khye Ren, and magically, both of us just can't recall.

I think friendship will just come without a sound and stay there silently. It'll takes you sometime to realise it's presence. But when you've finally realise it's there, you'll simply appreciate it.

Ulitmate Aims =]

2008-09-21T20:09:00.004+08:00

Stop procrastinating.

Stop living in denial.

Stop being lazy.

Giving up, without trying.

2008-09-08T15:45:00.002+08:00

I know that feeling sucks.

Have you ever came across something which seems so true and the next moment, you are force to disbelieve it?

When you just feel like trying to make things happen, the disbelieving makes you give up. And you did.

I do not believe in it anymore. And it's hard to withdraw yourself from the desire of your heart. But you just have to let go and put it to rest.

Struggling to survive and get beck on your feet again. A brain thing.

P/s: I'm not rushing it, it's just that I want to put it to rest.

Something..new?

2008-08-31T01:25:00.003+08:00

I've just learned something today, or I've know it gazillion years ago, but happen to voice it out loud today.

Politicians, successors, pioneers, poets, practically every single success leaders said the same thing; 'seize the day' or 'do not do something tomorrow if you know it can be done by today.' Owh, how nice if we can practice it. I know someone out there are practicing it, but THAT someone is just not me. CAN'T be me.

I think I've missed out a lot of things since I'm born, literally, cause I don't always 'seize the day'. I just have this fear or lazyness that comes into my way, all the time (fear, most of the times).

I was thinking, what if I die tomorrow? What if the things in my heart or something I wished I could have done can never be said or can never be accomplish? 'Live life to the fullest', is what I wanted to do all the time. But I don't think I'm that prepare to do that, yet. Just yet.

Humans' heart is said to be the strongest organ in the entire human body. But I think it's just fragile, wayyyyy tooooo fragile. Learn to be stronger fellow humans, pick up the urge to do things and do it that very second. Seize the day and make it yours. We all need to do it. We need to LEARN the way to do it, practically.

Emofied,
Car

Random..random.

2008-08-28T00:42:00.004+08:00

It's approximately 12.42 am right now. My day had been crazy.Well, maybe not THAT extreme. Let's put it this way, whatever I was thinking about, they pop up in front of me, outta nowhere. Serious. Well, they are those silly thoughts of mine, can't reveal here. =)

I had Malaysian Studies today. Me and a few friends got caught up in a rain around 6 something. We got wet cause there's no bus, and we had to take the public bus back to main block and walk our way down to the parking lot. When we thought we will be dry and safe in the car, we got caught in a TERRIBLE traffic jam. It took us about 3 hours to reach home. Tired and hugry. Much thanks to Sue Anne for the ride home.

Now, I'm sitting on my bed. Was watching the Grey's Anatomy Sherrie lent me. I realise that surgeon is not something easy. It's chaotic, crazy, tiring and it all about torturing your brain. But, I think I'm still interested in it. For some reasons.. which I dunno what are them.

Gosh, it's freezing in my room. I had both air-cond and fan on. I know, it's crazy. I think my poor nails are turning purple and my hands are pale. Who cares. I'm gonna off the fan later. There's also this clock on my side table. It shows it's 5.27 am/pm right now. Hah, I dun bother what's wrong with it. Probably it's the battery.

I'm suppose to attend to my chemistry. I'm too tired to bother bout it right now. Tomorrow I'm going to do it. and I'M SERIOUS. Owh, it's really a random day for me, I should do something random before I go to sleep. (Except from posting this.)

Ciao.

The restless human.

Work and play.

2008-08-25T13:28:00.004+08:00

Assignments... Assignments.... and MORE assignments. Can die.

Moral studies and Malaysian studies is killing me lately. Research, read, more readings, plan the whole d*mn content, more readings again, arrange, meetings, compile. That's what we call group assignment.

ARGH, and the topics they gave for MORAL STUDIES is like some kinda IQ question, it's not even straight to the blardy point. Then we'll be running here and there to ask what should we do. Hmmm, so much of philosophy.. Moral is just soooooo complicated and I don't find the lectures interesting AT ALL. Well, I did listen to what the lecturer said, but he's like making it MORE super complicated.

Today, I'm suppose to go out for lunch with my mum and an aunt. Haha, but I decided to stay at home, cause of the assignments and I should really start studying. Holidays gonna end soon =( Back to college, back to BOOKS. Once we start to go back to college, quizzes and test will be popping out very soon.

Btw, before college starts again, we should really go watch all the nice movies and do all the things we wanted to do. Ermm, anyone interested in playing badminton? At the basketball court in main block? Buzz me, if yall want to. Live holidays to its fullest! ( before it ends.)

Car

Another tag..

2008-08-23T16:05:00.002+08:00

Well, since I've been away since ages ago. There are zillion of undone tags, well, this is another one, tagged by Khye Ren. Guess I just have to do it.

I know it's a bit over 3 post in a day? Ahaha, yupe, I'm in tagging and blogging mood.

Here goes.

8 things I'm passionate about:
1. children
2. animals (any kind)
3.rain
4. awesome songs
5. good books
6. tea
7. cooking (somehow, yea)
8. love stories

8 things I say wayyyyy too often:
1. omg
2. seriously
3. evil
4. like
5. ermm
6. hmm
7. owh
8. ahaha

8 books I read recently:
1. Deception point
2. Introducing Philosophy
3. How to have a beautiful mind?
4. moral text book
5. Reader's Digest August issue
6. You drive me crazy
7. my notebook
8. NOTHING ELSE

8 songs I could listen to over and over again:
1. Fall for you by secondhand serenade
2. Your call by secondhand serenade
3. The call by Regina Spektor
4. Like only a woman can by Brian McFadden
5. Almost Lover by A Fine Frenzy
6. Sempurna by Andra and the Backbones
7. Take a bow by Rihanna
8. Can't smile without you by Barry Manilow

8 things that I learned from the past years:
1. chemistry is actually awesome.
2. don't lie to yourself, it's a crime against your heart.
3. Bali is an absolutely fantastic place.
4. I've landed in a super cooool class in college.
5. Life is all we have.
6. Maggi Goreng is yummy.
7. How to get back home from One U using public transport.
8. To be in others shoes before I act.

I tag no one. You can do it if y'all want to.

Tag by Scott and Khye Ren.

2008-08-23T12:07:00.006+08:00

Instructions :Remove one question from below and add in your own question, make it a total 25 questions. Then tag 8 people from your list. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them that they have been tagged.

1. At what age you wish to marry?
26< X < 30, where X= desired age for marriage.

2. Will you consider sexual relationships before marriage?
Nope.

3.Do you smoke?
Definitely NO.

4. What is the meanest thing you've done to other people?
Being selfish. Shouldn't repeat it.

5. Who did you mostly texted lately?
Kim and Khye Ren.

6. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Married, being a doctor, living my life.

7. What is the latest thing you bought with your own money?
My own money? I dun own one of those big bucks, not even small bucks.

8. State 3 people of the opposite sex that first comes to your mind.
Scott (he tagged me), Edward (remind him to buy envelopes), Adrian (Zohan and clone wars, *evil*)

9. Who will you most likely date?
Ahaha, no idea.

10. Who would you ask to go for a dance with?
Someone who knows how to dance.

11. How many kids do you want?
A few. I'm not too sure, but I LOVE kids.

12. Are you loyal?
Yea. I am.

13. Where is the latest restaurant you had dinner?
T.G.I Friday.

14. Will you tell the person you like about your feelings towards him?
Most probably won't. Unless he has (obvious) feelings towards me too.

15. Name the latest book you bought?
Moral Text book. Bought from a friend, haven't pay her yet. (Sorry, Khye Ren.)

16. Do you believe in God?
Yes. Somehow I do.

17. Do you like your relatives?
Yea. Love them. (but not ALL of them.)

18. Name your favourite game or sport.
Yoga.

19. What do you want for your birthday?
A bicycle.

20. The most exciting place you want to go?
Outskirts of France.

21. Hugs or Kisses?
Both.

22. Single or attached?
Singly single.

23. Do you do your laundry?
No.

24. Point out 5 things about the person who tag you.
Scott- he's funny, looks like Bernard Bear, likes Hawaiian shirts, kind, a good friend. Owh, and committed to his Japanese Club.

Khye Ren- Brave, awesome, nerdy, sweet, thoughtful.

25. If the world were to end, who would you spend for last moments with?
Friends and Family.

I tag:

1. Xiow Wei
2. Suet Mei
3. Sue Anne
4. Kim Li
5. Hui Yi
6. Sze Min
7. Joanne
8. Jason

Survived and revive.

2008-08-23T11:44:00.004+08:00

Survived from lazy-ness and revive from deep sleep.

Well, people, here I am again! Well, I've been wanted to blog about the Bali trip, but due to some technical problems (blaming the blardy connections) uploading photos had been torturing me. So, I've decided to upload it to facebook instead. FACEBOOK is a GREAT INVENTION.

Anyhow, I'm having a 3 weeks break right now (which left like a week, now?) and had loads of sleep. The sleeps now can hopefully last for months, cause when school starts, it's gonna be deadly, it will NAIL YOU DOWN.

Went to the first primary school gathering EVER, yesterday, been great, met some old friends and had loads of fun, they are cherrier, prettier, more handsome, taller but they have the same BIG smile on their face and the extraordinary sorta sense of humour. We should have more of those gatherings ppl! =)

The breakthrough was, I went to a drinking place with them. I seriously HATE the blasting music! It altered my heart beat, I think. Gosh, you should go and experience the BASS, it was killing.

But the best part was, we had fun!

P/s: I'm trying hard to find a new template, this template will only be up for a temporary period.

Bali Island, Indonesia Day One.

2008-06-30T16:10:00.057+08:00

Yes, people, I'm back! Actually, I already came back last Tuesday, was lazy to blog, hence the delay. Really sorry. Anyway, here are the pictures I promised. I went to Bali, beautiful beaches, nice weather, friendly people, outstanding hotel and accommodation. Can't complain! Here are the pictures of day one, nothing much to talk about. I should let the pictures speak!

The sunrise. On the way to LCCT.

McDonald's breakfast before we take off. Yum!

Yes, we took Air Asia. It's kinda a good airline and kinda cheap!

View from the plane. Can you spot the mountain?

Some statue in Bali. There are statues everywhere!

Some mamak where we had our lunch for the first day in Bali.

Snacks! I think they're pretty cheap. I didn't get the chance to have one though.

Monkeys. That's where we head to in the first place, the monkey hill, some temple.

The amazing view from the temple!

Another shot. The gushing sound of the waves!

Dad, mum and bro. Dad and bro not wearing glasses =( cause those monkeys will snatch them.

Dad, me and mummy.

Daddy and the tour guide.

Part of the historical wall.

The pretty temple.

There's a store selling necklace on top of the hill.

The sea =)

Mum wasn't ready. The evil side of me *wink*

Another statue.

Statue and mum, in front of some resort.

While waiting for dinner at the seaside.

Bro and mum. That's what it looks like behind my shades!

So retro. The ancient Coke, I call it! Coke by the seaside, awesome!

Trying to make a statement; Was here!

Sunset and boats. Romantic, eh?

Sunset in Bali is just so brilliant!

Mr. Crab on the menu.

A table of food. Is that the right word, table?

Candle, it's getting dark.

Sunset. The sun went down..

A corn-seller, he sells corns!

My dearest family. Bro, mum, dad and me!

Some Irish Pub outside our hotel. Irish!

The Discovery Mall. Cool shops. More shopping.

Some sculpture outside the mall.

They've got bottled Starbucks over there! Kwelio =) Should have some in Malaysia!

We took a horse ride back home! Thanks horsie!

That's all for day one. I'll post about day 2 soon. Till then! Have a wonderful day=)

It's Bon Voyage people!

2008-06-19T15:56:00.006+08:00

Wassup, pi-pol?!

I'm not gonna be around till Tuesday. I'm gonna be off for vacation! Woohoo! Anyway, I'll post something bout the trip when I get back.

You guys have fun during your holidays too =)

Tagged by Khye-Ren and Hui Yi. =)

2008-06-12T19:00:00.008+08:00

1.What do you want the most now?
Take a bath and dive into my bed. Tired!

2.Who is the person you trust the most?
That's only one? Hmm, I really don't know, but I do trust a few friends.

3.Are you in love?
Nope.

4.If you have a dream come true..
I will grin round the clock, all day, all night, all year!

5.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yup, yup! There will always be something good after a disaster. Always..

6.What's your goal for this year?
Get excellent grades and get to know nice people and stay happy though out the year! (this is pretty impossible.)

7.Do you believe in eternity?
Reminds me of Sonnet 18. In reality, it doesn't really exist, eternity. But deep down under, there's always something or someone you will remember for life. So, it's a yes.

8.Have you ever broken a person's heart that he/she wanted to commit suicide?
No, that's the last thing that I would want to happen on me or that someone.

9.What feeling do you love the most?
Happy? Now who doesn't? But I'd like to be sad or bit emo in between.

10.What are the requirements for your other half?
Funny, owns a heart-melting-smile, bit of good looking, silly,smart, sweet, warm, agreeable, caring and nice.

11.What kind of feeling do you hate the most?
Awkward.

12.Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
Definitely, cause it always takes something to make you and your friends come together among the 6.7 billion humans on planet Earth. And that's not an easy thing.

13.What do you want to do in the future?
A mother and a peadiatric or a vet. I have no idea. But I will wander to Africa and help those in need. I wish so.

14.What is the most important thing in your life?
Every second of it! 'Live life to the fullest, mate!'

15. How did you feel last night?
Sleepy. I'm suppose to be in bed at night, what d'ya expect?

16.Who do you hope to be always there for you?
Family, friends, and my dearest pooh (who is forever sitting on the floor of my room, motionless.)

17.When do you think the world will end?
When the sun does. Or a million years before it does.

18.The world ends tomorrow. What will you do?
Spent my very last day with all of my family and friends together. It wouldn't be so lonely then, when the disaster approaches.

19.What do you think of the person that tagged you?
Khye-Ren > She's an absolutely lovely friend, very hardworking, very helpful. Completely adorable, a good friend, a VERY good friend! Sweet and blushes easily. She'll complains in her own sweet way and thinks a load!

Hui Yi > She's unusually funny. VERY creative. Hyperactive at times and remains silent and grim for the rest of the times. (which is quite rare) An awesome human to be with. Cheerful, and forever on-the-go.

Love both of them to bits!

20.What do you want to know right now?
Nothing much. I can't think of something at the moment.

Then add 4 people in your list and list them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged! =)

1. Xiow Wei
2. Suet Mei
3. Kim
4. Sze Min

College life 1.

2008-06-11T13:58:00.017+08:00

Hello people! As I've promise some pictures from my college. It's not much and I just realise how little pictures we took together. Gotta capture more next semester!

This is where I wait for the bus every morning (freaking early), Bangsar Station! Looks not bad in this picture, in reality, it's not that nice.

Sue Anne, I think she's doing maths and that's Kim, standing.

Tze-en, Kim, Sue Anne and Sherrie. During maths class.

We will go to subway during one of those Fridays. This is what Tze-en can make out of the tea leaves!

Another shot of her marvelous art piece. I know it looks gross, but it's genius!

This is Miss Hui Yi, proudly showing off her cell phone.

This is KPD, the trees gave me a peace feeling. But now, they're gone. Chopped!

Vote for you!

This is what Joshua did when he campaign for the President post for A-level Student council.

Got this from Kim for Easter Day!

A remarkable piece of sweet nougat from Kim. She brought it back from Dubai. It's so lovely and flowery and it taste like those aroma oil thing. Sweet!

Till then, there's more in the next post =)

I've been up to....

2008-06-09T19:57:00.004+08:00

Hello.. Hmm, let's see what I've been up to, haha, definitely not one of those things I've listed. I'm still not archiving them (as I've predicted...) Anyway, I've been up to good deeds, I'm reading an absolutely awesome, perfect, cute, romantic, NICE, sweet, talented-in-a-strange-way, crazy book!

TADA!

It's 'You Drive me Crazy' by Carole Matthews.

This book is about a single mother, Anna Terry, married twice and divorce twice with two kids. Nevertheless, both of her Ex-husbands are some out-of-nowhere bastards. Her kids (Poppy and Connor) are the cutest kids ever! So, she met this guy called Nick Diamond in the divorce solicitors office and started a series of coincidence of running into each other and at last, she's working as an Executive Assistant and Business Advisor (which means secretary actually) in Nick's car yard. Then here's this day, Nick brought Anna and her kids down to London and they had tons of fun, more than you can ever imagine. And there is CHEMISTRY between them, that is CERTAIN. However the CLASSY (or rather selfish) wife of Nick wants him back. This matter held them back from holding each other. To be continue!

Omg, I was so frustrated when I was reading, just kiss her if you want to, Mr. Diamond and dump your selfish wife away! That's what I was thinking. Btw, Nick Diamond is a very NICE guy, he's probably the nicest human being ever alive! It was absolutely fun to the read the story but I haven't finish it yet.

Owh and I watched Narnia: Prince Caspian and it was REALLY awesome! Two-thumbs-up and follow by an awesome gesture! And their soundtracks are super nice too! I especially like
'The Call' by Regina Spektor.

Tagged by Khye-Ren.

2008-06-06T16:33:00.003+08:00

What you all might not know about me. [State 10 things]

1. I like to be hang upside down at times. (When I'm sitting on the sofa, get it?)

2. Even I've locked my door, and I know I did it, I'll still check for the second time. Always.

3. I will never know the exact words to describe a particular something and starts mumbling. And ends with a 'nevermind'.

4. I always talk to my dearest Pooh Boy and cry on his shoulder when I'm upset.

5. I will look into the mirror (or without looking into it) and talk to myself sometimes.

6. I will say I'm bored with something and still doing the same thing for a few hours.

7. I can listen to the same song for a million times in a same day and will never think that it's overplayed.

8.I had a bug as my very first pet.

9. I used to hate jazz when I was young cause I thought it was perverted. (I used to have gastric and get dizzy when I listened to 'starry starry night ' and 'mona lisa' by Julio Iglesias.) And I still don't like his voice.

10. I don't really like chocolate (except dark/belgian chocolate) , peanuts or peanut product because when I swallow it, I'll have a burning sensation down my throat.

I wanna tag Gin Peng (if you're looking at this), Kim Li, Xiow Wei, Suet Mei and Hui Yi.

It's term break, people!

2008-06-06T14:05:00.003+08:00

Woohoo! Freedom.... (for 3 weeks) Yupe, I'm done with my first semester exam which lasted for ermm, say 4 days? Haha, nah, it's actually around 3 weeks of exam war, cause there's a one week break in between. So yup, plus minus it's around 3 weeks.

Dear oh dear, holidays here, (it rhymes! *perasan-ing*) but I have no idea what happened to my plans cause I'm still here, gluing my buttock to the computer chair when I'm suppose to go out there and fulfill my holidays plans =( Okay, maybe I'm just gonna take a few days off before I start to do serious things. Should do some list-checking to avoid me wandering to the wrong direction, here's my holiday plan:

-gonna work in a hospital soon.
-voluntary work in a zoo on weekends.
-start reading my PILE of novels. I bought them months ago, but I just don't have the time.
-owh, finish up the song.
-vacation baby!
-try to lure my neighbour to allow me to baby sit for her youngest son. Which is about 5 months old.
-watch K.F.P (kung Fu Panda) with Khye Ren and Gin Peng, as I've promised.
-laze around.
-pick up violin lessons again. (I'm gonna do it right this time and I'm serious!)
-learn to cook.

Yup, it's a load stuff, but that's what will keep me from being a rotting corpse or a walking body. Owh, it's been a semester. Time flies, but the good thing is that I've found new friends and I enjoyed every bit of being in college (and the library). And of course all those unstoppable laughings in between, as well as the forever-so-exciting lab sessions!

I think I'll post something about the entire sem in the next post. Till then, humans!

Exam Invasion!

2008-05-15T22:54:00.006+08:00

Gear up, A52 B!

People, A-levels is not easy but I think I enjoyed it quite a lot! Thanks to all the awesome classmates and lecturers who made each class more interesting since January! Btw, exam's around the corner, I need a load of concentration and as well as hard work, wish me luck ppl! Owh, and last but not least, all the best to all of my dearest classmates and do enjoy the break!

P/s: I love you.

2008-05-08T19:25:00.004+08:00

17 years ago, this woman gave birth to a yet-to-be-discover naughty destroyer. Today, the all grown up 17 year old kid would really like to say thank you to her mother.

*Thank you for holding my hands when I was to young to walk alone.

*Thank you for preparing me meals everyday cause those food can beat the world's best cuisine.

*Thank you for lending me your shoulder when I'm down.

*Thank you for giving birth to me and make me realise how beautiful the world is.

*Thank you for just being there.

*Thank you for doing so loads of things for the family.

I don't think I can tell how much I appreciate you, mum, through all these simple and plain words. But I'll love you now and always!

Tagged. again =)

2008-04-25T22:47:00.003+08:00

Tagged by Xiow Wei.

Name 5 people you can think of right off the top of your head.Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 5 people.This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first..

NO CHEATING!

1.Xiow Wei
2.Nadira
3.Hui Yi
4.Suet Mei
5.Khye-Ren

DONT READ AHEAD UNLESS U FILLED THE TOP

1. How did you meet 1?
- In primary school

2. On a scale of 1 -10 how would u rate your friendship with 1?
- 9/10, cause she cut off my hair. Jk. She's actually 10/10 to me, always!

3. How long have you known 4?
- Since form 1, back in 2003.

4. How do you know number 3?
- first day of college. We were in the same class.

5. Where's 5?
- Malaysia, Kuala Lumpur, home.

6.A fact about number 1?
- She's hyperactive!

7.Who is 4 going out with?
- Ermm, not sure. I think currently, no one.

8. What does 1 do for a living?
- Kacau-ing people everyday and laugh her lungs out with me.

9. Would you live with number 3?
- Yea, if there's a need in the situation given.

10. What do you like about number 2?
- Being right beside me and support me in whatever I do.

11. Do you miss number 5?
- I'll miss her if she's get the JPA scholarship and she'll have to leave us...

12. Would you make out with number 4
- NO, NEVER! I'll kiss her on the cheek maybe, on special occasions, that is, if she wants.

13.What’s your opinion of number 2?
- She's GREEN! Haha, that's because she likes green, anyway, she's got GREAT brains!

14. What's your favorite memory with number 5?
- ermm, joking all the way with her. During lunch break or physics class. ( the tong sampah..)

15. What would you do if number 1 and 2 were going out?
- Tag along. They can't leave me behind! ><
16. Ever had a long conversation with 5?
- Yea. EVERY Friday, cause we're (normally) the only 2 who stay for meetings.

17. Have you ever slept at 2's house?
- Nope.

18. Do you hang out with 3 a lot?
- Yea, most of the time in college.

20. How often do you talk to 1?
- Used to, when we're in school, EVERY single day. But now, due to my college busy life, we only talk on the phone once in a while and im each other on Friday nights.

21.What about 2?
- Owh. She seldom online, she's in a dorm school.

22. Have you ever thought 3 as more than a friend?
- No. Maybe yes, a SUPER cool and a 'as-lame-as-me' friend!

23. Would you go out for a date with 5?
- No.

24. Do you dream about 2?
- Err, no. Anyway, it doesn't sounds right. Haha.

25. What did no 4 did to you that you can never forget?
- Haha, reports!

26. What have you done for 1 that the person never forget?
- Laugh like mad with her. EVERYDAY.

27. What's 3's hobby?
- Playing on the guitar.

I tag - no one. You can do it if you want to.

Friday, mock, McDonald's !!!

2008-04-25T20:01:00.008+08:00

PEOPLE!!!

I know, it's been like super long time ago since I last updated. (this sentence seems to become my opening every time I post. ><) Anyway, some of you might be already well informed that I can only online on Fridays, cause my exam is around the corner, so I have to ban myself from the computer. =( Today, I sat for the evilish-ugly-scary-with all dark forces-physics-unit 1-mock. Okay, it's not THAT tough lah, but still, I can't answer the last 2 question!!!! Omg, I'm gonna lose like 10+++ marks from there and that doesn't count my careless mistakes in the front part. SCREW! I think the rest of my classmates are doing fine. And Wei Jin, DON'T worry, you've only lost 4 marks, so don't feel depress anymore. If you're still whining about it, I'm gonna feel insulted, seriously!

After the brain juice-squeezing mock, I went for breakfast with Khye-Ren, Adrian and Wei Jin at McD. (btw, wei jin was depress all the way through breakfast.) Then met a whole bunch of classmates and friends at McDonald's. Sue anne, Scott, Aris, Wei Ming, Rui Tze, and Edwyn. Btw, Adrian, the compound you made is SUPER disgusting! Luckily the fly manage to escape! Haha, jk.

After that, went chilling with Khye-Ren at the computer lab, typed a report, log on to facebook and off we went to Planet Movers meeting. Today, it's the election thing. So, all the probation B.O.D were officially elected and yes ppl, I'm now the secretary. Congrats to all of the B.O.D ! Especially to Khye-Ren, Tze-En and Rui Tze. Then, the representatives from the Amnesty International came and had a talk and presentation. It was very informative indeed!

After that, I went home and realize I can't get a line on my phone. Called to the maxis customer service, they said the connection had some technical problem and said it'll be back in an hour's time, BUT, my phone is still not functioning now. Never mind.... So, I watched 'BIG BANG THEORY' on youtube. It's a sitcom with some super cool dudes who talk about physics all the way. They're seriously GEEKY, but it's really funny! HIGHLY recommended.

Owh and did yoga just now, it was fun but backbone breaking as usual. I think I'm gonna do a bit of revision and head to bed earlier tonight! Super tired! And next week's suppose to be my term break, but all the lecturers called us back for classes and mocks. Hence, my holidays are gone with the wind =(

Btw, I had a nice week, hope you guys enjoyed your week as much as I did!

With much love,
Car

A cute guitarist and a random song writer.

2008-04-12T00:58:00.003+08:00

Hui Yi = the cute guitarist.

Me= the random song writer.

Hui Yi sent me a song she composed just now. And I thought that I'll write the lyrics if I have the time. I've been wanted to be a song writer for quite some time. I figured out I'll come out with some crappy random words, but still, I'll give it a shot. Who knows I might have the talent of putting words together and fit it into a cute song!

Can't wait for my brain to generate something inspiring and weird.

A day to remember.

2008-04-12T00:36:00.005+08:00

It's been long since I've last updated my blog. Anyway, you can see the changes, the header (which is an absolutely , super cool picture found and edited by hui yi, thanks loads and love ya loads!) and the new background. It's just plain, but I like it a lot!

Owh, and yesterday (10th of April, Thursday), I went out with Sze Min, Sze Jie and Xiow Wei. It was fun! It's been five years since last time I meet the sisters (min and jie). The surprising thing is I don't feel weird at all. I mean most of the time when I happen to meet some old friends, I'll go like 'umm....' But yesterday was fun. We went to Patroscience Discovery Centre and had lunch together.

Everything went well! We laugh a lot, experienced the 1st degree hurricane and different scale of earthquake on the same day, tried out how high we can jump, realized that the golf balls can do somersault like the swimmers do, became the world's famous goal keepers for a a day and discussing the life we used to had in primary school days.

The day ended up with a 'bye and take care.' But the memories will engrave in my heart as long as I'm alive. But I do think that we'll go out together someday, again.

Till then.

Words that matters.

2008-04-03T21:38:00.005+08:00

One can't make promises easily. When the promise is made, you must take it seriously. What's the point of making promises when you know you can't make it happen? Seriously, you'll only let people down. And I hate it when I disappoint someone. I made promises in life, but when I say it, I'll mean it.

P/s: I'll tell you when the time comes, not necessary on the last day of college. But I'll tell you someday.

-Inspired from a conversation with a friend.

Promises are meant to be kept.

There are times when we'll fall to the bottom of our life. But when you've touch the cold hard bottom, the only way is going up.

-Inspired from Shaffy's blog.

Look forward, rainbow does exist.

TRUST.
Trusting in the very best in your creates
a flow in your life that carries you through the most difficult of times.

Trust is the quite certainty in your heart that you are greater than any obstacle that you might face. Whenever problems or blocks arise, the voice of doubt will immediately appear, telling you that this difficulty is too big for you. But if you calm yourself and listen to your heart, a quite voice will remind you of your true nature of Pure Love and Unlimited Potential.

By trusting that compassionate voice you will find the power to transform your difficulty into a lesson and a gift that will help you on your way.

-By Christopher Moon

Yoga.

2008-03-31T20:06:00.003+08:00

I've just finished my yoga lesson, and it was great!!!!
I love the stretching and all, but I think I'll have to work out on my balancing and potential.

Love the instructor. She's sooooooooo super flexible and she's just awesome! The yoga session was just so relaxing, love it. I'm looking forward for the next class.

Awakening in Silence.

2008-03-31T16:24:00.004+08:00

I never tend to trust myself, but this time, I do.

I told someone about something which I don't think it's necessary, but it's the freaking truth, I don't feel like hiding it from my friend. I'm trying my hardest to be true to EVERYONE.

I always try to make explanation after I confess about something, but for this once, I don't think I should. I played my part, I say it out loud for a good cause and I don't think I have to look back and explain myself. Cause those words are from the bottom of my heart. And it felt GOOD!!!!

Hey, I'm just HAPPY that I'm being truthful to my friend! Love the feeling of being honest.

With much love,
me

Happy Birthday Ying Xian =P

2008-03-28T18:30:00.006+08:00

Today is someone's birthday and her name is YING XIAN!!!!! So,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

We went to Bangsar Village to celebrate it! Had lunch at the 'Banquet' and Had loads of fun, seriously, can't stop laughing!!! Did a LOAD of crazy stuff and we started camwhoring.... All the staff and customers at the restaurant kinda stare at us constantly cause we laughed crazily and it was LOUD! Haha, I think I did enjoy myself! Anyway, we (me and Kimly) bought a cake for ying xian, it's a chocolate cake. hope that she'll like it!

The pictures are still with Ying Xian, I'll try to get from her soon and post it later. Promise!

Btw, ppl loads of things happened today. I'm officially the secretary for 'Planet Movers' now, it's a human rights club. So yea, I'm heading back to the days of being a miserable secretary again. Haha, why? Actually, I'm not sure why I applied for the post in the first place...... but, yeah, I'll try my best to accomplish my job.

The most interesting thing is that I found a non-biological sister today, and she's Kimly. Cause we found out that we have LOADS of similarities. I'm serious! Below are the list of things we found out about each other today:

1. We did the same angry pose TOGETHER when we're kinda pissed this morning.

2. We ate the avocado in the same way. Both of us swallow the fresh, raw avocado with water, Cause it taste horrible. And both of us had grapefruit after that to eliminate the taste. XD

3. We found out that both of us had a crush on the same person. (but mine is already a past tense.)

4. Both of us like 'hou si' (it's a type of mussle).

5. Our pants keep dropping down.

6. We saw a mini-football and both of us like it!

7. The university her brother used to attend is the same university my brother is attending now.

8. Our brothers are of the same age.

Haha, such coincident! I had a great day and I hope that you had one too. Till then!

Questions.

2008-03-27T21:31:00.004+08:00

Real Name : Chiang Kar Mun
Nickname : Carmen, mun mun (sometimes by xw), girl (family)
Married : Nope.
Male/Female : Female
High School : Ampang Road Girls' School.
College : HELP University College
Short/ Long Hair : it's neither long or short.
Are u a healthy freak : Not really. But I do LOVE fruits and vegie!
Height : I'm pretty short. So, let's not reveal the actual height.
Do u have a crush on someone? : Yes and no. I'm not sure bout it.
Do u like yourself : Yeah, kinda.
Piercings : Yea, on my ears.
Righty of lefty : Righty

First….

Surgery : Never had any.
Piercing : I was 5 years old or even younger.
Person u see in the morning : Mum or dad.
Award : Ermm. I think it's the story telling competition during primary school.
Sport you joined : I've never joined any sports. But I do enjoy some.
Pet : Used to have some fishes. Never like them and they're all dead.
Vacation : Melaka I think. I was 1 year old.
Concert : Sadly, I've never been to any.
First crush : It was way back. And I can't recall who is HIM. Haha.

Currently…

Eating: Nothing.
Drinking: Nothing.
I’m about to : study physics.

Your future…

Want kids : Definitely.
Want to get married: Yea, if I'm crazily in love.
Careers in mind: Zoologist, Pediatric or Veterinarian.

Which is better?

Lips or eyes?: Eyes.
Hugs or kisses: Both!
Shorter or taller?: Taller.
Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous.
Sensitive or loud: Loud.
Troublemaker or hesitant?: A little of both.

Have u ever….

Kissed a stranger?: NO. Why would I?
Drank bubbles: Bubbles?
Lost glasses/contacts: I don't wear glasses or any contacts.
Ran away from home: No.
Liked someone younger: No.
Liked someone older: Yes. It's just a crush and it was really LONG LONG time ago.
Broke someone’s heart: Hmm, I don't know.
Cried when someone died: Yea, I can cry easily. The last time was when my uncle passed away.

Do u believe in…

Yourself: Most of the time.
Miracles: Absolutely.
Heaven: Yes.
Santa Claus: Yes.
Magic: Yes.
Angels: Yes.
Because I BELIEVE IN POSSIBILITIES.

Answer truthfully…

Is there someone you want to be with right now?: Yes and no. I'm kinda mix up.
Do you believe in God?: Yea.
Tag 5 people: I don't know who to tag and I don't want to waste ppl's time to do this thing. But if you're really free, you can just do it. Btw, I'm not tagged by anyone either. I just do this for fun. So, enjoy your day!

Drivie Test.

2008-03-21T22:35:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, I was all set to go to sleepover at my grandma's place. Cause the instructor will pick me up at 6 am over there. So yeah, packed and nervous!

Woke up at 5.25 am this morning. Haha, darn early, I know.. Brush up and stuff, then mum called to wake me up, and there goes my mum, 'girl, don't forget to bring the passport pics, your IC, L license and this and that.........' Finally, she ended the conversation with a 'good luck'. That's exactly what I need! Haha, had peanut-butter sandwich (it's really peanut+ butter), that's mainly because my aunt heard the wrong thing. Haha, but thanks to her, gave me a great kick start in the morning!

Then, the uncle came, and off I drove to the driving test venue. It's 6 in the morning, there's still stars and moons in sky ( as well as up my head.) Had some practice over there, saw the sunrise, I've never realize that the sunrise could be so nice over there.

Soon, the driving test started. Omg, I was having butterflies in my stomach, but then, as time flies, I don't really feel anything anymore. Till, it's my turn, I was kinda nervous again. But the road test went well. Not THAT scary. The most important thing is that, I've PASSED the road test!

Then, went and wait under the stand for the 'hill, parking, and the three-point-turn' thingy. Haha, met my friend, Scott. He's having his driving test as well! He drove well. Next, my TURN!
Gosh, I was so scared I was gonna roll down the hill or something, haha, but then, I passed the test.

Next, parking, I thought I was gonna do well, but I screw up a bit, I was way too far from the parking space, SCREW! But then I calm myself down and do the normal procedure, then luckily, I was able to fit the white little car into the space provided. Phew! Proceed to the three-point-turn, I thought I was gonna do well in this part also, it ended with me killing the car. Omg, luckily the guy didn't realize, I quickly turn on the engine again. I was gonna wet my pants when I walk to the booth! But then it was a relief when I saw the tick sign on the PASS column!!!! I felt like jumping!!!!

HAPPY! That's one of the happiest thing happened to me in this gloomy week.

I'm Tagged by xw

2008-03-19T21:17:00.007+08:00

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. Who is your all-time inspiration?
Emma Watson.

2. Have you given your first kiss away?
Nope.

3. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?
#Xiow Wei, cause we can crack some stupid jokes and laugh our lungs off, to minimize the intensity of the situation.

#Suetmei, she'll always think logically and help us to escape from the island!

#Shafika, she'll help us to pay someone to save us.

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
United Kingdom, currently.

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
To live without any regrets.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes, definitely!

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
Focus and belief.

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
I'll spend on my education, travel around the world and share it with my parents! ( wow, dreams!)

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
No. But it depends on the situation, really.

10.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Xiow Wei- Charming, Funny, Small!

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Be able to make me laugh especially when I'm having a hard time.

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
those who thinks that the whole world revolve around him/herself.

13. What is your ambition?
Doctor. Well, I'm stuck between a Veterinarian and a Pediatric.

14. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
It depends on what faults I make. But I'd rather them to point it out for me.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Trust.

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
Nope, but I love window shopping!

17. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you.
Lively! She can jump all day and night!

18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
Umm, I think I should be less competitive.

19. Whats the last shocking thing you've seen or heard?
I was asked to write a letter this morning, during the Planet Movers Interview. Writing letters is like 'once upon a time'.

20. How do you feel now?
I'm mixed up and tired!

I am tagging :
1. Hui Yi
2. Suetmei
3. Khye Ren
4. Sue Ann Ong
5. Shafika
6. Tze En
7. Joanne Chong
8. Elaine Chong

Uneasy.

2008-03-11T23:51:00.002+08:00

well, it's around 12.33 am, I'm pretty emo at the moment, cause I've just watched Juno on dvd.

Btw, it's like 10 hours away from receiving my SPM results. I don't feel unnaturally nervous or super duper hyper tension or anything. I'm probably feeling uneasy and kinda mixed up......
Which I dunno why. My mum goes like, 'it's just an exam and it's a past tense, why bother? You're in college now, at least!' that's kinda encouraging.... or not really..

Whoever reading this now, would thinks that I'm going crazy, but fortunately I'm not, I'm perfectly normal and just maybe a little unwell.

To those old, weird, cranky, cute, adorable, beautiful, close, awesome, nice, weird, lovely, rocking, rolling, sweet friends, I'm really looking forward to meet you guys tomorrow, so just be there for me... and your results... =)

Do You know?

2008-03-11T18:32:00.003+08:00

This is what I read from RD (Reader's Digest) Asia . I found out that we have been living under the wrong star sign for our entire life ( oh, well, not really 'entire', but, since the day you were born!)

According to reader's digest:

"....your star sign is determined from the sun's position relative to other constellations, measured from our earthly viewpoint.The sun resides in a different constellation each month. Astrologers drafted the current zodiac system some 2200 years ago, but a gradual shift in the Earth's rotational axis over the last two Millenia-called precession- has re-aligned the stars since then. The shift has caused the zodiac dates to have slipped by almost a month-meaning your real sign could now be different....."

If you are really interested to find out which star sign you are actually or see how the sky looked the day you were born , you can click here.

The United Nation Club.

2008-02-22T18:04:00.003+08:00

Yes, I have 'unofficially' joined the UN club at HELP! Haha, why unofficial? Cause I haven't make the payment yet. Yaiks, I used to drive people to pay for the sports house's fees (People, I was the treasurer, ehem!), and now I'm setting a BAD example. But, who cares? Nah, I'm gonna pay the fees soon! I DO obey the rules........

So, today there's a meeting and they kinda introduce us to different organisations in the club, i.e, UNICEF, UNESCO, WHO, UNDP. Then we were asked to choose from many of the organisations and join one of it. Well, since Tze En and I love kids (well, haha!) so we both joined the UNICEF! And the great thing is that I met Felicia and Navin in the same group! Awesome! While Ying Xian and Adrian joined UNESCO. I actually found out that UNESCO is pretty cool, but still, I go for UNICEF cause....umm, I dunnno, I just wanna help those kids out there, so yeah! Owh, and btw, Wei Jin, the so-called 'bio dictionary' joined WHO.

WARNING: IRRELEVANT STUFF AHEAD!!!

After that, I went home and open all my Ang Paus!!!!!( for those who don't know what Ang Pau is, it's actually a red packet which contains money given by the married to the unmarried, regardless the age during Chinese New Year.) Haha, I got not much this year, and I'm not gonna tell you the amount cause it's so sad.=( Haha, SO dramatic! Okay, I'm not that greedy, I actually appreciate those uncles and aunties who gave me ang paus and I don't really care about the amount. ( I think it's because I haven't come to a point where I'm desperate for money. Touch wood!)

Btw, the ang paus made my day!!!!

Courtesy, people, courtesy!

2008-02-16T20:02:00.003+08:00

Some of the people who takes the public transport in Malaysia nowadays are really lack of courtesy, especially those who take the Light Rail Transit (LRT) and the bus. Why?OK, here's what happenned.

I was taking the lrt and bus to go back to my home sweet home. (as usual.) Just for your information, I've been taking the public transport since secondary school, but this is like the first time I encounter this type of people. There are these post in the Lrt and the bus right?The main purpose of those post are for passengers to hold on to and to avoid people from falling due to inertia. (ok, craps, I know.)

There are these bunch of people who actually lean on the post! Their back is indeed a very large surface area. This means that when they lean on the post, the others can't hold on to it anymore!!!

People, those post in the Lrt and in the bus are for ppl to hold on and they are not designed for you to LEAN!!!! Think of others, cause you're using PUBLIC TRANSPORT!!! Hence it's for the public, not for you only!

Usual Friday.

2008-02-15T18:59:00.003+08:00

Right, I've got to post some stuff. Blokes, sorry for the really late updates. Been busy lately and I'm just too lazy to post anything. (the extremely lazy side of me.)

Well, yesterday was Valentine's day! Haha, don't wonder. I didn't celebrate it cause I don't have a 'special someone'. To me, it's just another normal day! Had classes in the morning till 12pm, and since the next class started at 2pm, me and few of my friends went to the eatery near the main block of my campus to have lunch. (Haha, first attempt to have food at main block, cause it's so freaking far..... to me) Anyways, to tell you the truth, I went there cause I feel like treating myself some food (after having bread for lunch for weeks). Haha, I'm not that 'cham' lar, the bread taste great, it's just that having the same thing for weeks is kinda extreme.

Hrmm, today I had only one class in the morning. Physics. Two hours. The class is FREEZING!!! I mean the air-con is directly above me! Fortunately I can concentrate lar, the physics teacher is kinda fun, he gave really cute examples, his drawing is cute, the class is just fine. So I did calculations, sit and stare at the board, trying to understand what he's teaching and there goes my two hours.

After the class, the uncle who taught me driving text me, 'There's no driving lesson this Saturday, I'm going out station.' Haha, yes! Actually I'm not THAT happy over it, I'm just neutral, I'm fine with having driving lessons, cause I kinda improve last time I drove.

I was suppose to go home after the class, then my friend, Hui Yi, wanted to go to Bangsar Village with the bus I normally take. But she has no idea where to stop and stuff, so I decided to stay back and wait till noon. (since she's waiting for another friend to end her class.)

After that, went to KLCC and meet up my bro at the cinema. Watched Jumper. It was kinda great, teleport and stuff, just awesome!!! You guys should really watch it. It makes you feel like jumping too! The Jumper, David Rice's power is kinda like Nightcrawler in X men! Nice movie!

Sorry for the late updates.

2008-01-28T17:53:00.000+08:00

Hey there, if you have been reading my blog, you'll probably realise that it's been long since I last updated it. I'm really sorry cause uploading pictures is kinda troublesome for me. But, no worries, I think I'll update my blog around this weekend.

With love,
carmen

A letter.

2008-01-15T18:04:00.000+08:00

I sent out a letter last year in December. It was for a pen pal. Well, to be honest I was looking forward for a reply. However, to my disappointment, the letter had not arrive, neither did he online.

Actually, I always have this little thing for letter. I enjoy writing to someone although most of the time I have no idea what to write. I think it's because of the words and regards in the reply letter that matters! It's really fun and happy when you get a letter from someone you care =P

A new phase of schooling experience.

2008-01-10T23:37:00.001+08:00

Hello! Haha, sorry for the late update. Actually, I was planning to post the rest of the happenings and pictures from my Cameron Highland trip, but I was so lazy ( and so tired) to post it. So I waited for so long. Haha, since my dearest friends are nagging me for updates already, then I'll tell you guys something about my college life lah! ( haha, sounds so perasan!) Anyways, college is like in high school, it's just that you'll meet new people almost everyday instead of hanging out with your regular gang PLUS you don't have to wear uniforms.

Well, the lecturers in my group are quite okay. I especially like the Chemistry teacher cause she's really nice and I like the maths teacher too, cause he's really hardworking and that gives me the urge to do extra revision! Haha. the biology teacher teaches a little bit too fast. It's up to an extend that you'll just copy everything on the board and interpret it back home. umm, the physics teacher's not bad too, he's happy, at least, he laughs at almost everything and his teaching is just fine.

As for the new friends I just came across are pretty much okay. They are no NERDS. (Lol, suet mei.) I think they are quite hardworking and they'll have fun at the same time. We mostly travel together around the college. Oh yea, my classmates. My classmates are funny ( especially the guys), most of the time they make the lecturers laugh. But dude, no worries, although I have new friends, I'll still always love the old ones cause no one are like them! * hugs and kisses*

Umm, the only dilemma I'm facing right now is to travel from place to place. i.e from my home to college and vice versa and from one class to another class. ( cause the classes are sometimes really far apart, as in buildings.) But, I'm kinda getting use to it. Oh, there's another problem too! I think that the tuition fees are really expensive, I don't want my dad to spend too much, so I really really hope that I'll get a scholarship so the college can sponsor part of it! So, just wish me luck!

Before I end the post, I should really tell you about the library! It's really cool! It's nothing like the library we used to have in high school. The one back in our high school wan't really informative and it was like really messy. In this college, things are well arranged, from the librarians to the books! Although the library is not as big as the one in Hogwarts, haha, but the books are informative and very neat. The librarians are extremely straight and they are...well, old. Haha, you know how fussy they are! They have this whole line of really efficient computers and they are all function-able. But, the library is tremendously cold, so you might wanna bring along a jacket or a blanket! lol.

Anyway, that's the whole load about my latest school life. I'll tell you more about it soon.

Trip to Cameron Highland! Day 1

2008-01-02T15:07:00.000+08:00

Heloooooooooooo! First of all, Happy 'belated' New Year!!! Sorry for the late greetings, because I was away to my beloved Cameron Highland! Btw, this is the first time I'm not in KL to celebrate New Year! Well, the trip was fun and happy! But still, it's cameron highland, so yeah, there's some boring moments! Anyway, to sum it all up, I had some great time with my dearest family! The trip lasted for 3 days and 2 nights. Well, here's something to tell you about the first day of the trip. (30th December 2007, Sunday)

We went to Pun Chun Restaurant in Bidor, Perak to have their well known duck noodles for lunch before continuing our trip to Cameron Highland.

see the white roofs? Those are like the plantation base for vegetables abs stuff! Spot it on the way to hotel!

Jungle Trees! Straight and tall!

We had our dinner at the hotel, it's steamboat and it's YUMMY!!! Ya know, it's freezing out there, it's superior to have something warm to eat!

Mum. *what's that?*

Me.

Let me introduce, my beloved cousin, Jaz! She seems sleepy,eh?

This is where we have our dinner. Some Thai style restaurant.

After the dinner, we went to pasar malam at tanah rata. Nothing much to buy actually, just walked around (plus camwhoring with Jaz) and went back to the resort.

The pasar malam at tanah rata.

Jaz and me.

Me, Jaz.

Oh, we spot this cool car at the pasar malam. Look, it has a pair of horn on it!

And before I forget, this is the main entrance of the lobby of the resort/hotel we stayed in.

I'll post more stuff for the following days soon. Fellow readers, just stay tune!

The rest of my day.

2007-12-25T00:40:00.001+08:00

Hello, hello! I spent my whole late afternoon (24th Dec 2007, Monday) waiting for my dad outside the Bangladesh Embassy he has to go through some procedures and stuff. I waited and waited.... And it all ended up with me stuck in a car with freezing temperature and having terrible gastric. Lol, what a disaster! Anyway, this are the few pics i took when I was in the car.

It's gonna rain! Actually, it rained, but it was just a tiny bit.

Well, I was not alone, mum was in the car too! The leg and part of the arm in the pic belong to her.

Camwhoring. Forgive me, I was too bored!

Did I mention I broke my dad's hanger in the car. I'm the one who spoil almost every object in the family. Sorry dad!

Oh yea, the movie 'National Treasure 2 :book of secrets' was great. Although it doesn't have as much excitement compare to the first film, but it was all great. I still envy great minds like Benjamin Gates' (played by Nicholas Cage) cause he's so good in History and he is gifted in a way! You guys should really go take a peep at the movie. By the way, enjoy your day!

Greetings and craps!

2007-12-24T12:44:00.000+08:00

Haha, I'm kinda rotting now. I'm jobless and activity-less. Anyway, this is what i did this morning. I woke up and took my breakfast, online for a bit. Mum was on the phone, I had the idea of washing up the dishes, so I got up and washed whatever is in the kitchen basin. Then I sit in front of the computer after I bathe. And I'm still doing it now! lol. (craps!) Anyway, I think I should wind up now cause I'm gonna attend college soon, I don't want my brain to undergo malfunctioning when the semester starts, I might as well start off with my piles of novels and some useful-handbooks! Oh yea, I think I'm going to Aunt Janice Christmas party tonight before going to KLCC for 'National Treasure 2 :Book Of Secrets'. I'll tell you bout it soon!

Before I forget, Merry Christmas! Since it's Christmas eve today, have fun guys!

I'll always LOVE you, shaf!

2007-12-17T22:48:00.001+08:00

Yesterday we went to Shaf's farewell party cause she'll be leaving for UK and we're gonna miss her so much. We had loads of fun yesterday but I think I miss the whole load of it cause i can't sleepover. Anyway, I arrive at KLCC at 4pm yesterday and meet up with Arika , Xiow Wei and Shaf. Then we walked back to her suite with Shaf's bro and spent the rest of our day there! We played play station, "Guitar hero" to be specific and it was just, driving me crazy! Haha, when it comes to games, I'm like a dummy, lol. When the others arrive later that evening, we cook some pancakes and ordered McDonald's! The scariest part of the day is when we watched 'the Shutter', trust me, it was horrible! And, btw, we did some really crazy things in the afternoon, lol, when you look at the pics, you'll understand!

Shafika, with the wig they bought for 'Jenny' and 'Nicole'!
Xiow wei, haha, she look so aunty-ish!
Arika, with the doublw wig and the santa hat!

Unfortunately, me!

Xiow Wei, Shaf and me, doing the Alfafa pose!

Shaf's adidas original, it's beautiful, I want it!

These are the McDonald's we ordered!

Fooooooods!

Umm, may I present you the 'human sandwich' haha. From bottom, Eunice, Michelle and Arika.
Can you imagine what happened to Eunice when Xiow Wei is added to the crowd, lol.
Before I leave, Shaf and I took a pic. I'll miss you Shaf!

Can my day be any worse?

2007-12-15T00:10:00.000+08:00

I had a row with mum. Okay, I'm not gonna say what it is about, but it's huge! My mum kinda yell at me and I... Well, shouted in her face! Look, I'm sorry, I tried to control myself but I just can't. It just got worse and she asked me not to talk to her again! That expression tell me that I broke her heart. Great!That was like, okay, I'm wrong, I'm guilty and whatever, just charge me. If there's some kinda emotional test, I'll probably score the lowest in the entire UNIVERSE! What do I do now? Dude, I'm in serious trouble!

Secondary 6 or A-levels?

2007-12-13T16:33:00.000+08:00

Okay, I'm torn between Form 6 and A-levels!!! Some say this and the others say that! I'm just having TOO loads of advice and I'm spinning. Look, it's not that I do not appreciate the advice they gave me, it's just that, I'm lost.

If I'm going to take up form 6, I'm going to local Uni and then I'll get a forever-hard-to-get scholarship and continue my studies to overseas.

But if I'm taking A-levels, the fees are killing but it's gonna get me farther (in terms of further education.)

Shoot me fellas!

I miss you.

2007-12-12T22:13:00.000+08:00

One of the hardest part of life is missing someone when you're not suppose to do so.

Movies!

2007-12-11T10:36:00.000+08:00

Hello there, yesterday was quite boring. However, I found some really nice dvd and enjoy them for the rest of my day. I've watched 13 going on 30, classic. It's emotional. Well, it's one of those movies which got you into deep thought. I mean, you never should make mistakes in your life which you'll regret after that. Yeah, humans make mistakes, but it should be something that you'll be able to laugh at.

I also watched raise your voice starring Hilary Duff. Haha, it was 11pm. And the weird thing is, my dad likes the movie. He watched it with me! lol. That's was really, hmm... Unpredictable. So, its kinda cool! With this, I'm posting a still shoot from the movie.